It was early in the morning and Ziana ( which was just a friend in the moment ) texted me through Facebook . She was beautiful I wouldn't lie . Her half blonde / half black hairstyle was different . And she was skinny but not tall . Her message as I read said " gilberly would you like to be my girlfriend " I said yes not knowing what I was getting myself into ( the date was August 17,2014 ) at that time I like another girl called yessy . But I felt nothing for ziana at that time . She called me babe a few times and always sent me heart emojis but I didn't really feel anything . As the days went on I realized that she was just a little bit too pretty and there were too many people that wanted her . Even though my feelings weren't big I still agreed to be in a relationship with her . I was getting a bit jealous I mean I am really the most jealous person alive . Around the beginning of September I hanged out with her . It was so weird and I was so nervous . She had her hair straight and curled up at the bottom with light blue jeans and a stripped blue and white shirt with I bluish cardigan . I remember it like it was yesterday . We were crossing the street and she tried to hold my hand but I was so nervous and I pretended to point at something to avoid holding hands . I guess she got mad and she said " hold my hand " I did as she told because it was my first reaction and all of a sudden my hands got all sweaty . I let go and I just kept on walking while she was catching up to my paste . We went to a pizza store and bought pizza . We sat there for a while until she said she had to go . I walked her down the streets of Fordham and when it was time to cross the street she wrapped her arms around my neck as I wrapped mines around her waist and she gave me a kiss * mind you that was my first kiss * she left quickly and I was just standing there I noticed that some people were staring I guess since two girls were kissing . I left and that whole day my life changed completely
