Life support

ch.1

Author note: this is gonna be good! I'm on the bus right now writing this and you guys probably won't read this until tomorrow so never mind k now back to the first chapter

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Flashback

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"S-sam I l-love you n-no I'm in love with you I've always loved you and I'll probably always will and you know I-I love you and yet you continue to p-play with my mind and make me t-think you love me but in reality i-im just somebody you can u-use when carrington isn't their" I pause to wipe my eyes with the back of my sleeve from the words that I have always wanted to say.

"Max I'm sorry believe me I love but just not in that way your my best friend and I don't feel that way about you I'm in love with carri-

" Don't say her n-name please " I whisper softly looking down at my shoes like their the most interesting thing.

"Why it's the truth I love he-

" I get it OK can you stop I just poured my heart out to you and the only thing you can do is say how much you love carrington your a selfish piece of shit and you used me for your own needs Sam your supposed to be my best friend but your an a-ass"I say getting angrier with each word that comes out my mouth.

Sam looks as if he's gonna cry any moment but I don't care because he wasn't their when I was crying so why should I be their when he is.

I laugh bitterly "I'm done goodbye Sam and a pathetic sorry isn't gonna fix this you've official lost me for good Sam I hope it was worth it" I speak letting the tears ruin the rest of my make up that they haven't got to yet.

"Hey what's going on out here?" Carrington asks walking out the building behind Sam.

"Nothing I was just leaving I hope you and Sam have many years together and congrats on the engagement" I say with no emotion

"Thanks" carrington says quietly grabbing Sam's hand and smiling at him.

I sigh and start to walk to my car once I get to my car I hope in and close the door.

Putting my hands on the steering wheel I starting crying for the third time for tonight.

I should have kept my walls up if I would have I wouldn't be feeling like this right now but he lied

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So this is the first chapter its kinda weak but oh well hope you like and if you do please comment vote and follow thx bye -T xx