WARNING ⚠️
MENTIONS ABOUT HARD SUBJECTS
Third Pearson POV
"What the hell is he doing here" y/n said
The gates opened and she entered and saw yoongi running inside as well.
Y/n got out the car and was about to enter the house but yoongi stopped her.
"Please just talk to me" he said
"Yoongi if you don't leave I will call the cops, leave now" y/n said not looking at him
"Look at me please" yoongi said
"No, jus-just leave yoongi" y/n said crying
Yoongi grabbed y/n chin and turned her face to him. Y/n eyes widen, yoongi looks like a mess. His eyes are puffy his under eyes look like he hasn't slept in years, he has cut scars on his arm. Y/n hugged him.
It took yoongi by surprise, but he hugged her back stronger than ever.
Y/n grabbed his hand and took him inside, they sat down on the couch.
Y/n grabbed his hand and rubbed on yoongi's scars. Tears running down her cheeks, she felt so bad. She knows yoongi hurt her a lot but she couldn't ignore him like this. She loves him so much still.
"I heard your new album" he said softly
"You did?"
"Yes, I know you don't want to hear it right now but I'm sorry, what you heard-" yoongi started off
"Stop, I don't want to hear it"
"Just listen," he grabbed her chin and lifted her head up
"Yes my company made me date you, they were going to cut me off BTS if I didn't"
Y/n moved his hand of her face and started crying, her heart felt like it was being ripped out her chest.
"Listen" yoongi said softly
"But after one month of dating you I fell in love with you, I know it was wrong of me but what was I suppose to do? I was going to get cut off BTS and I don't have anywhere to go, my parents don't like me and BTS are my only friends. I love -"
"Don't finish that, you faked all of it!" Y/n lowkey yelled but not full on yelled
"I love you, I always will and I always have, we are made for each other y/n. Please, I'm sorry! I'm so sorry I feel like a bitch. I just want you back" yoongi said crying now
Y/n looked up at yoongi, seeing him cry made y/n heart break. She knows he did wrong but it's true. What would he have done if he got cut off BTS
"I forgive you" y/n said
"Baby" he said about to kiss her but she stopped him
"I forgive you but I can't forget. We aren't dating anymore, we can stay friends but we can never date again. You hurt me a lot" y/n said
"But- please I want to feel your lips on mine y/n I want to hear you breath every time I fall asleep, I want to see you smile at everyone and everything" he said full on sobbing now
"Please yoongi get out, I'll text you tomorrow" y/n said
Yoongi did exactly what she told him to. He left and went to a hotel
One day has passed and y/n didn't text yoongi she couldn't see him.
It was 11pm at night and y/n texted yoongi, but he didn't answer. Y/n got really scared and called jhope.
Jhope told y/n where yoongi was staying at and what room. Y/n drove as fast as she could.
She nocked on his hotel room door. No answer
She did it again. Then she heard foot steps.
Yoongi answered the door. His eyes winded when he say her there.
Y/n looked at him up and down and saw blood coming from his arm. Y/n started crying and grabbed his hand and ran inside the room. She washed his arm while tears running down her face.
"Why are you doing this" y/n said crying out of her mind, she hugged him
"I love you." He only said
She got of the hug and looked straight in his eyes. They looked so broken. Nothing like before.
Y/n grabbed his cheeks and kissed his lips.
They stopped kissing. Tears running down yoongi's face. Y/n looked at his eyes and they became soft and sparkling. She smiled and so did he.
All night they were cuddling in bed.
Y/n woke up and looked at the side of her, yoongi wasn't there. She freaked out and saw the bathroom light was on. She nocked on the door
"Ah shit you scared Me" yoongi said while opening the door
She scanned his whole body to see if he was doing anything bad.
"Don't worry I'm not doing it anymore" yoongi said grabbing her and hugging her.
They sat down on the bed
"Why would you hurt yourself" y/n said crying
"I loved you so much, you don't understand, when I lost you I became so miserable. I stopped eating for months but BTS made me eat so I needed to get the pain out some how so I-"
He stopped talking because y/n started kissing him
He smiled and kissed her back.
"I love you" y/n said
"I love you more" he smiled
"Don't you ever hurt yourself, I can't imagine what I would do- without you" y/n said crying
Yoongi started cleaning the tears away
"I promise no more" he said
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If anyone is going through a hard time please don't hurt yourself, you matter, remember that! I'm always here if you guys need help❤️
