what could have been

chapter 8

After the wedding

Carly sat on the bench thinking about what she had just done she was meant to be inside celebrating but she couldn't stop thinking about Luke or the baby her life had gone to wreck she didn't feel loved anymore and she hated the baby because of the mess it had made and it wasn't even born yet. she sat there staring into the abyss. Carly had barely anyone at the wedding for her she had very little family and Luke was her only friend she was beginning to get cold she thought about going back inside and joining the party like nothing was wrong but she didn't move she just sat there 5 minutes passed and the 30 and then an hour had passed Robert went outside to check on her as he walked to the bench he couldn't see her he looked around to find his wife's cold dead body hanging from an oak tree he broke down in tears Robert tried to save her but it was to late. She was gone.

i'm sorry

i can't do this anymore i can't live with the guilt. Robert i shouldn't have said yes at the ulter but i shouldn't of pushed you away or kept you in the dark.i'm pregnant or was. i don't know who's it is but all i know is that it's driving me insane. After you found out about Luke i got drunk and i did something stupid it's all my fault. nothing was right i had no one to turn to in my desperate times. i love you with all my heart that's why i couldn't face telling you it might not be your kid. i couldn't live with you thinking it was and it turning out to be Luke's. i messed everything up i can't keep living in despair . Goodbye Robert. Goodbye life...

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