September Jasmines

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There used to be
A jasmine shrub
That scented my neighbourhood
In the month of September.
I remember

Not being keen
of the way they smelt.
But.
Oh boy! They were
A serene September sight.
Something that made
September, "September" for me.
Like the torrential July rain.
Or the storms of November.

I,
tend to connect things.
Living to non-living.
Non-living to words.
Things I love - Make them
into one package,
A single unit.


And now,
When I experience these things,
Like... The coffee,
neither Bru nor
Made with mum's love...
I
feel sad. Unhappy.
But I don't long for them.
For I know

That it rains torrentially in July,
Thunderstorms in November
And My mum still brews coffee
back home on Sundays.

But.

There are just two things.
Two things I long for...
Because I know
I Won't exactly experience them again.

I long
For the jasmine shrub.
the strolls with a few people;
Who, like those September jasmines,
are sweet serene souls.

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