WhyDontWe (one shots)

Do you know? (Part 2)

(Daniel POV)

Do you know how it feels when every bone, every inch of your body hurts? Cause you love someone so much, but you know there's no way you can be with this one person?
I wanna cry but I can't, everything that happend this evening I can see it clearly, it's runnin through my head again and again.
How he smiled at me with his big blue eyes, as I took his hand and we ran trough the rain, i felt how he trust me with everything I did. We ended up standig under a tree, as the rain got more and more. In this one moment I felt free, felt like I could be loved, so I decided to kissed him, directly on his soft and full lips. Those seconds felt like hours, the time stand still, the earth stoped, there was only him and I. Than I realize what I did, I felt the panic in my whole body than I looked at him in his blue eyes. I started to run away, left him there in the rain. I ran like I never ran before, I cried, but nobody could see my tears, cause they fell down like the rain.
Do you know how it feels?