A few months after the argument we decide to forgive each other. I realize I go to his house more often then I used too. One day Peter and I are playing a game of truth or dare . Peter dares me to be his boyfriend . I say yes out of curiosity . I ask him what do I do when I'm a boyfriend . He grabs my hand . Peter tells me to kiss him. I hesitate for second and peck him on the cheek. He tells me not just the cheek . I begin to kiss him upon his lips . It was more then a kiss , I begin to lean him on the bed . we were making out for a bit . Then my face turned slightly red . I was very shy but at that moment I knew I loved that boy . I was in love with my best friend . Our little make out sessions carried on for two months . Then he had gotten a girlfriend . Her name was jasilyn. He ended our relationship after I found out . But a month after they broke up , we continued our relationship . My close friend seth had gotten us back together after we told him . A month later our relationship ended due to me thinking he wasn't a good boyfriend . On jan. 28th we were back on track and I asked him to take me back he said yes . I was very happy . I loved this boy with all my heart he was my forever and always until someone took him from me . Her name was Adrianna . I was so hurt I shut my self out I cried for days and still to this day I cry . I miss Peter with all my heart . I'm nothing with out Peter .