Love Triangle (Complete)

Love Triangle #29

we drove down the street heading for the Mall. i turned into the parking lot of the mall which was a bit full so we went down many lanes in search of a parking spot and i finally found it i parked then we all got out and walked towards the shops i locked the car the air felt nice and cool "mum can you carry me my legs hurt" bonnie whined "me too mum" nova added with the same whine "same" cooper said in his tiny voice i picked up bonnie first then nova and i got cooper to wrap his legs around my waste and wrap his arms around my neck so i carried nova and bonnie but cooper clung onto my back as we walked towards the shops "mum i need to go to the toilet" nova whined "alright just wait a second" i said a bit annoyed but i started having a sharp feeling in my stomach it got worse as i walked my breath got heavy as i tried to ignore the pain "are you okey mummy" cooper said scared i dropped to my knees nova and bonnie got out of my arms and cooper got off my back i screamed as the pain got worse and i clutched my stomach a lady who was walking past saw and ran towards me "are you okey" she said worried i was still screaming in pain and i felt something trickle down my leg "someone call an ambulance!" the lady yelled as blood went down my legs the pain was getting worse by the second another person came over she looked as worried as the first "its going to be okey, your mum will be okey ill take her to the hospital". an hour later after i was taken to hospital and the nurse walked in with a clipboard "okey well i'm sorry to say but you had a miscarriage" she frowned my heart sank at that word "can i leave?" i asked not looking her in the eye "yes but don't you want to know why" she replied "i'm going" i said and got up i put the fresh clothes they supplied me with on which was a full set of clothes i put my jacket over it "where are my kids" i asked "i will get them" she said and left when she came back she had nova, bonnie and cooper following her "Mum!" they all said at the same time and hugged me "come on lets go" i said they followed me as we went out of the hospital and towards the car i unlocked it and we all got in i started the car and we drove home "when we get home you can grab a snack from the fridge and go to your room alright if you need the toilet you can go and use it but return to the room if you need anything more wait till springtrap arrives home and ask him" i said as i kept my eyes on the road "are you okey mummy" cooper asked me i could tell by his voice he was worried "mummy is just sad right now okey" i said and we turned into the drive way i stopped the car and cut the engine "you guys go inside and do what i said okey mummy just needs some thinking time" i said they got out of their car seats and went inside i watched as they tried to open the door i pressed a button on the key and the from doors unlocked they went inside. I rested my arms on the steering wheel and looked up at the blue sky i sighed and got out of the car i locked it and walked inside the kids where just going upstairs with an apple in their hands i watched as they went in their room and flicked the light on then shut the door i went upstairs and down the hall i went into our room and shut the door i went to my side of the bed and sat down then chucked the keys onto the bedside table i found my phone and unlocked it i had a missed call from springtrap and a message i opened the message and read hey baby i hope your doing well ill be home at 9:30 love you XXX i put my phone on the bedside table and got in bed i didn't bother putting the blanket over myself and i cried myself to sleep. i woke up to a racket i got up out of bed and went downstairs to see a mess of pillow feathers i went into the lounge room to see the kids having a pillow fight feathers where everywhere and avery was ripping pillows up and jayden had crapped on the carpet "WHAT IS GOING ON!" i yelled they all stopped and looked at me "DID YOU NOT LISTEN TO WHAT I SAID IN THE CAR!" i snapped "to your room now and i mean it!" i said sternly they all ran and avery looked scared so did jayden i went back upstairs and into the room then slammed the door i went out onto the balcony and breathed in some fresh air trying to calm down because when i speak to springtrap and the kids i will need to have my emotions in tact i looked at the time and it was 8:59pm i had slept through most of the day i turned my phone on again and went into texting springtrap i was tempted to tell him by phone that i lost the baby but a part of me wanted to tell him face to face i looked up into the dark sky i sat down on a chair that was on the balcony i browsed through Facebook when i heard the front door "i'm home" i heard springtrap call out through the quiet house and the house turned from dead silent to loud as the kids ran out of their room and down the stairs i focused back on the phone and how i was going to tell springtrap considering he wanted another boy i heard his foot steps coming up the stairs i turned my phone off and lifted my eyes and watched the door as springtrap came in and flicked the light on "hey babe" he said in his usual happy tone he looked sweaty and tired he went and took his work jacket off along with his shirt his abs rippled down his chest i looked away and looked out at the beach "whats wrong?" he asked i looked over at him and he had just put his dressing gown on "wait tell me after I've had a shower okey" he said then walked over and kissed me before walking out to have a shower i went and grabbed his work clothes and put them in the laundry basket i got dressed into my pj's which was some long sweat pants and a short sleeve top i could hear the kids talking outside the door "how do we make mummy happy" cooper whispered "lets make her pancakes with daddy" bonnie replied "you guys are wimps i'm going to go make mummy happy" nova whispered "no she wanted to be alone!" bonnie argued with nova i got up and walked over to the door and when i opened it they looked up at me surprised "hey mum" nova said sheepishly "mummy" bonnie said in a small voice "yes" i replied "did we do something wrong to make you sad" she said i could see she was on the verge of crying "no honey mummy is just sad because.. well its an adult thing you guys just go to the kitchen and someone will make food soon okey" i said as calmly as i could and bonnie started crying "i'm sorry mummy" she cried out i kneeled down and hugged her she nuzzled into my chest as she sobbed nova hugged me as well and i put an arm around cooper to pull him closer when i heard the shower being turned off "okey you guys go down to the kitchen i have to do some adult talk okey and if you hear yelling just well ignore it" i said to them and kissed their heads they all went downstairs and sat at the dinning table went back in the room and waited on the bed i heard springtrap's footsteps across the hall till he appeared at the door with a towel only around his waste.