My heart is racing,
My lungs are aching,
My brain is throbbing,
My thoughts are spinning,
I want to be alone, but being alone scares me.
Being alone, gives me negative thoughts.
My limbs are numb to pain, I've got a headache
I'm tired, I need to sleep but sleep scares me too.
Sleep makes me dream, and my dreams are nightmares,
An endless carousel through hell and torture.
My cries led to me drawing on my arms with a blade and saying,
"Fuck it, what am I worth? What am I worth if I can't even love myself to hate myself".
My own life scares me, I wonder what hurts more, dying or living. I wonder if there's more life after we all die, and if there is,
I hope my life will be isolated. From all the bullshit. From every painful memory, from every forced action, to death.
Bury me 6ft and leave me to rot right under your fucking feet.
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SluttyPasta's Two-Way ~ Lemon
Fanfiction17+ This story is not for anyone younger than that {~*+This is my first Lemon, I had an idea for this. I was thinking about doing something completley different then other people's Lemons. Because they kind of sound the same but with different p...
