I love you

three

Third person POV
Its been 2 months since Hoseok wanted to jump off the cliff. Every since that day Hoseok has been living with y/n. Even though y/n lived in a studio apartment, they shared a bed. They were dating. Helping each other each day.
Y/n was getting home from a long day from work. Her boss was a butthole but she couldn't loose that job since they payed really good. Y/n out her key in the key hole and twisted it. Hoseok wasn't going to be home since he was going to be working late tonight. She closed the door behind her and locked it. She took off her shoes and was walking inside. She saw Hoseok on the bed using his phone.
"Ah babe you home" he got up and kissed y/n
"Thought you were working late babe" y/n said hugging him
"Ya.. I was but something came up so they said I can come home." He said hugging her back
"Okay lets go out to eat?" Y/n said
"Ya lets go" he said
Y/n quickly put on a other outfit. They were out the door.
Time skip back home
They were back home laying in bed watching TV. Cuddling, y/n had her head on his chest. That was her favorite thing to do. Hearing his heartbeat. Knowing he is there with her. She got up to use the bathroom. She sat down on the toilet when she saw paper towels with blood in the trash bin. She quickly cleaned herself and went to Hoseok and layed back down. She wasn't hugging him this time she kept away from him. He looked at her and pulled her close to him but she denied. "What's wrong babe?" He said looking at her confused.
"Why was there blood" she said her voice shaking
"I-um I-" Hoseok didn't know what to say
"Are you cutting again?" She said while tears leaving her eyes, she looked at him. He looked away. He can't lie to her.
"Yes I am" he said
"Why babe! What's wrong? You were two months free! Why babe why?! Why didn't you tell me you were feeling this way again??! Baby why?" She said crying
"Do you not trust me" y/n said softly and looking away from him
"No no babe that's not it! I- I was free for two months but today I got fired from my job! I didn't know what to do! I felt so worthless and I didn't know how to tell you. They fired me because they found someone better for the job. I'm so worthless" he said crying and looking in her eyes
She grabbed his arm and lifted his sleeve. There was two big cuts. She started crying more. The love of her life was hurting. She hugged him and she can feel his heartbeat. She calmed down once she heard his heartbeat, knowing he was still there with her.
"Please please tell me when you are feeling like this baby! Don't hide anything from me! We can get better! And you are not worthless! You are my everything! If I don't have you here there is no reason to live! Please I need you here with me" she said crying
"I'm sorry baby! I promise to tell you everything!"
She smiled and they soon fell asleep