Everyone said to just for got, bitches its not that easy, ok know that. If you make fun of me, I will eather cry or scream at you until I cry. So yea, my life sucks I tried to run infront of a car yesterday, yea yea yea why would you do that. Well because I hate my self and I want to kill myself. SO YEA! Sorry. But I can't not hold my feelings, im sitting on my bed in an Orphanage im almost 13. Christmas is my birthday.
"Brandie, Someone want to meet you!" Said Mr. Clark, the Orphange Boss. He does not like me, at all, he tried to keep me here. He yells it agian.
"IM COMING GOSH! DONT YOU HAVE PATIENCE?!?!?!" I yelled, I put on a long sleeve, hiding the deep cuts on my arms. If they were to adopt me (in which wont happen) then they can learn later. I put on my headphones, grab the mp3 and I go out. I put One Direction on, they help cheer me up. I head down the stairs, hoping Mr. Clark wont grab me in front of them and hurt me (he abuses me and rapes me cause im the oldest) In front of who ever was there.
"WHAT?!?!?!?!"
this cant be true, this just cant be, someone anyone pinch me, NOW!!!!!!!
As I lye on the floor, I am balling. Even though I was about to run away, I was scared. But it was 1D! Lois comes to me, asking if im ok, i say yes.
He is such a cutie.
Later that month, I decide to go back to school. There is a new kid. His name is Thomas, we were like the bestiest friend ever! We always kept in touch. I asked lois if I can sleep over. His eyes widen, like it HE knew it was a boy. I said it was my girl bestie. He actully belived me! :)
