Ribbons

about me

Hi, I'm Jade-Mae. Everyone one at school just calls me gay Jade though so, go ahead I won't judge you. Even if I do, nothing will happen, no one likes me anyway so why should I deserve an opinion? I try to pretend I have friends though, it makes me feel better.

My teachers don't quite understand me either. I enjoy reading and writing but my English teacher thinks my only quality is to disrupt the lesson, oh and by the way I'm a goody goody, I have never ever had a detention before. I'm in year 8 by the way.

My history teacher is nice to me though, I have both forgotten my book and my homework and she let me off, she also forgave me when she saw that I don't have the proper skirt for my school. I live in a poor family so I couldn't afford the skirt.

My family is nice, I guess. My little brothers are twins so they are always teaming up against me, but isn't that the same with everyone? My older sister is often up in her room chatting to her friends, she's popular unlike me. My mum is so pretty, her long raven black hair used to touch her toes. That is until she got chemotherapy, she has leukaemia. Every night she would come into my room whilst I was crying and sing to me, her sweet soprano voice was what I thought about during the worst of times. Now she's on life support it just gets me upset and worried. My dad was nice, until he started drinking. I have bruises and scratches all over my body, he says I'm the reason mum got cancer, that whenever I open my mouth I give people flu and Ebola. I know its not true but I definitely don't make people happy.

However there's one time where all of this can go away, at ballet. My teacher is the only one who knows what I'm going through, and so do my class mates. They make it their responsibility to look after me. But they don't make me think about it every second. That's what I like about them. I value their friendship. They are natural, loyal, and kind. Their names are Amy, Cassidy, Mary, Talia, Ellie and Sam.