Hi. I'm just going anonymous at this point so.... Especially due to recent events. Anyway. This is basically gonna be a 'my life' thing when I bother to update. So I'm nearly 15. Uh, I have like three real friends, the rest seem to be a) faking it, b) just there coz we're in the same group or c) I just don't trust like anyone anymore. Again, due to recent events. Either way my life is fucking falling apart and I've lost the energy to pick the pieces back up and I don't want anyone to do it for me.
Let's start with events leading up to today. Let's see, um this week one of my bestest friends who's like my big sister started her year 12 exams. I had band and we started a new song. I watched my crush walk into a door, started laughing and called him a dickhead. Uh, tuesday was warm, I walked home from my best friends (we'll call her May in future) house and ended up with a dead foot. Burnt and blistered, one of the blisters got infected and I basically had to cut my foot open to get sand out of it (gross I know but that isn't even detailed). We won a game of netball. Wednesday we went to the beach (this was when I got sand in the blister) for PE at school. I walked to and from my singing lesson after school limping. Thursday was halloween and stinking hot, we went to my uncles after school in a little town about a 5 minute drive away. He told multiple trick or treaters to 'fuck off its too hot for this'. We then got picked up by mum and went back into town and down to the river with our dog and were running around in the water with her (again getting more sand in my cut, I then did my home surgery on it where I cut it open, cleaned it up and put a dressing over it). Friday wasn't as hot but really humid, I had a boring as fuck day at school, and then went to Gran's after school, and found a heap of cassette tapes and CD's I spent about 3 hours listening to.
Overall a boring week.
Now I'm babysitting today and taking my little cousin to the movies tomorrow. Wish me luck.
Back when something interesting happens.
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