Deku's pov
I wake up in my bathroom I obviously passed out last night from all those cuts. Dry blood was scattered over the floor around me.
"IZUKU HURRY UP I NEED A SHIT"
"C-coming m-mom.."
I quickly clean up the dry blood from the floor and rush out of the bathroom. I check the time. '8:45am...school starts at 9:00am, I better start getting ready. Guess I won't be having breakfast, once again...' I thought before I start getting changed.
Before I leave the house I felt a slap across my right cheek. It was my mum.
"You better be back after school by 5:00pm otherwise I'll make you not be able to walk or use your arms ever again..." my mom said to me after she slapped me
" ok mom" I replied I hate calling her mom.
I ran out of the house and took the way I've always taken to school, and always get beaten up by my childhood friends kac-Bakugo. To be honest my hole life has just been horrible since I found out I didn't have a quirk. Guess I'll never be a hero...
I walk down an ally way as I see a boy, a bit taller than me with blond spiky hair. Oh wait it's Kacchan.
"Hey nerd"
"Hey K-Kacchan..." I say sadly while looking at the ground
"Why the fuck are you always so depressed?"
"Well, you, stuff at home and...never mind why do you even wanna know!?"
"So it's my fucking fault eh...I'm gonna beat the shit outta you" he walked over to me, grabbed me by my hair and rag dolled me across the hard pavement.
"Kacchan please.."
"What you want me to kill you...hahah nah I'm just gonna make you suffer!"
"Whatever just do it it's not like I care anymore" I whispered
He beaten me worse than usual: more burns, more bruses, more damage, more cuts and more pain.
When he was finally finished he lifted me up by the collar of my shirt and dropped me to the ground.
He smiled and said "you still haven't taken my advice?"
"What advice?" I replied with blood dripping from my mouth
"Y'know 'take a swan dive off the roof ' does that ring any bells dumbass?"
"Yea it does, I've been considering trying that lately..."
"Yea please kill yourself... make the world better for everyone" he laughed before walking off.
I sat there blood dripping and a tsunami of tears coming from the corners of my eyes.
I get up and start walking to school, once again I see Kacchan. Sadly he also saw me.
"Oh you're up nerd!"
"Yea.."
"And by the way if you tell anyone I'll make sure everyone hates you"
"Ok Kacchan"
'Don't tell anyone'
'Don't tell anyone'
'Don't tell anyone'
'Don't tell anyone'
'Don't tell anyone'
'Don't tell anyone'
'Don't tell anyone'
'DON'T'
'TELL'
'ANYONE'
'Don't tell anyone' it's been haunting me all day... I get lost in my thoughts then I hear-
"Hey deku!"
"AGH-oh s-sorry... Hey Uraraka"
"Heheh it's ok!" She said
"Deku.. why does it look like you've been spacing out all day and you keep on mumbling something that sounds like 'don't tell anyone' is everything ok?" She asked
I quickly try to make an excuse-
"Yea I'm fine it's just I'm- practicing my lines for a... play! Yeah a play that I have today"
"Okay deku if you say so!"
I feel so bad for lying to my best friend...no she's probably just taking pity on me right..?
Authors note
Thanks for reading this chapter I really appreciate it!
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Suicidal deku
Non-Fiction(I didn't create the cover) Deku goes through a really tough life, having his father leave him, his mother beat him everyday, being bullied constantly and forced to do things he doesn't want to do. This will contain -bullying -cutting themselves ...
