easy to smile hard to live

can't breath

It's so easy for everyone to go on with life without even showing the ones they love how there really feeling, I'm one of those people, and for some they can deal with it. I'm not one of those people I can't deal with these emotions. I have to vent I just do it differently than most people I don't cut or anything like that I just don't show it to anyone. I let it out when I'm alone and in my head I just think about sad stuff and depressing stuff I don't really have any room to talk but for people with depression like me you got to tell someone I don't cause social skills is a big negative for me and expressing my emotions besides anger is something I'm not ever going to be good at and for me I'm so far gone that these thoughts are just things that I let run wild in my head where I look at when ever I get to upset so the feeling pain thing is the only way to feel human I understand but I don't mean that you should cut never do that unless you got to cut your legs off cause it's the only way to survive but that's an only option left kind of situation other than that don't cut vent another way write it down think about it or do what I like to do think of a TV or book series or cartoon show or whatever and make one of the characters in it go through what you go through and if they do end it think about what the other characters would do and act if they found out but yeah I'm not one to talk but still tell someone what's going on and keep doing it till they listen smack if you need to just get them to listen hell vent on this book of mine and nobody judge others judge me I don't care I have had a lot worse than words done to me I'm fine nobody really needs to worry about my feeling cause I'm usually will just comment with a sarcastic/or witty comeback and laugh at it and don't show anybody my book that's part of my life unless it's you guys cause you guys that follow me are part of the legend family and even though we're all major fu- ow PAY:"SHUT UP BUT YEAH YOU GUYS SHOULD TOTALLY VENT ON THIS GUYS BOOK CAUSE HE'S AN IDI-" me:"hey" PAY:"OW LAN" LAN:"be nice but he is an idiot" me:"ok wow I'm being made fun of by my own characters I'm going to go and eat all monster candy" +MEGOLAVAINA STARTS PLAYING AND INTENSIFYING IN THE BACKGROUND+ me:welp shit got a go fast but before I go -GASTERBLASTER CHARGING- ME*runs away* LAN*bolts* PAY:WIMPS ANYWAY COMMENT IT'S JUST FOR YOU GUYS TO VENT AND TALK TRASH ABOUT THE AUTHOR THOSE LOSERS ARE SCARED OF NOTH...+ayano and toga laughing in the background+...ING -nervous chuckle- YEAH NOTHING NOTHING AT AL...+Yandere MARKIPLIER laugh and tellatubes and Barney singing and worst of all guidance counselor talking about your future with UNPUBLISHED BOOK IDEAS+ PAY:...."YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT"