HER FIRST LOVE

"Move on already "

"Past is past sweetie, you should accept it "
Forget that guy Zeina, there's someone out there who deserves you even more"

"Wake up just let go and move on "

I've heard so much from the people closes to me, Yes I'm impressed by what they say, but it's not easy to forget someone you treat as your world.

Why is it so easy for them to say that? It seems so simple to them. That you will just cry now and thinks that tomorrow will be okay as if nothing happened.

A new chapter of your life that he will never be apart anymore.
Its hurts a lot when you expected him to be
There forever but he did not. You already know that he won't leave you that he will never cheat on you but he did. You thought that you've done enough, you already give your best to be enough but for him, it's not enough.

I had a lot of questions but even though I did a search on Google I couldn't find any answers. I loved him more than I ever loved myself.

I'm Zeina Mendez. A simple girl who loves adventure, nature, and music.

I'm my high school life I never have a love life. For What? To be cool? To keep up with the trends? Or is it something to be proud of? I don't really know why many people waste their time on temporary love.

But it all changes when I met him. A Guy who change my perspective about love.
Jake Andrez.

We met when my friend introduced him to me in a casual meeting. We are a group of friends who love bar but sadly I am the only one in the group who left single because they already have their partners. Jake is a lead vocalist in that bar. At first, I just went on our dates so as my friends said, I couldn't get out of them. But while it lasted, I didn't realize that Jake and I were meeting every day. After my class, he was there to take me home, and sometimes I went to the bar just to watch for him. Sweet and gentleman, Some characteristics I look for in a man. I didn't realize that while I was with him I was slowly falling.

One time, while I'm in my room. I suddenly heard a strum of a guitar from my window followed by a very soft and manly voice.

"We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone~~"

As I heard that familiar voice I quickly run to my window and there, I saw his face smiling from ear to ear while holding his guitar.

"If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?~~"

I can't hide the smile from my lips. I just can't imagine that the man standing outside of my window, singing my favorite song and I don't really deserve him.

"Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life~~"

Jake! Why are you doing this to me?

~~

Until the day of my graduation came. We celebrate in the same bar where I first saw Jake with my parents and close friends.

I didn't expect what happened next. I just found him singing on the stage without breaking our eye contact. I just don't know what is really going on. But I just acted normal.

"When the blue night
is over my face
And the dark side of
the world in space
When I'm all alone in
the sky's above you are the one I love~~"

While singing that line he was slowly walking towards me. And I'm literally panicking. I Don't really know what to do what will I act. When he finally reached my place I was shocked by his questions.