Not as much as me - Odasaku

2.9K 63 22
                                    


Trigger warning: stalking, black mail, forced break up, death threats

Contains: perverted thoughts.

____________________________________



Odasaku was a gentle man. He was kind, forgiving, and smart.

The only dark thing to him is his past. A former assassin for hire, he used to kill. Then one day, a certain man helped him to step into the light. To stop killing.

Although now, he was having second thoughts about that.

Watching you laugh with other men. Watching you being flirt with by them. Watching you smile at them.

It made his chest twist in disgust.

Now, by no means did he have the right to be jealous. You two weren't a couple. You two were mere acquaintances.

You didn't even know him for that long.

But you were so gentle. Soft, caring, a good sense of humor. You loved to read, you loved to cook, you loved kids. Everything about you just made the red head want you more and more.

But no. He can't. He doesn't deserve you.

So here he sits, watching you talk to the customers. Being a worker in a cafè wasn't bad.

But the uniform was.

A black button up, a pencil skirt that show your figure. Your legs were covered by a thin fabric as you wore stockings.

Odasaku didn't like the way their eyes were glued onto your figure. A fake number was given to the men. He knew it was fake.

That's what he told you to do after all.

Believing in the male, you did what he told you. You followed his advice on how to get rid of these...perverted men. A smile is brought onto his face as you met his gaze, and smile at him.

At him.

A sudden urge to walk up to you, to hug you and show them who you belong to-

You didn't belong to anyone. Much less him.

The coffee suddenly tastes very bitter.

____________________________________

This was wrong. So, so wrong.

But he couldn't stop. Following you as you walk home. Making sure no one can tell that he's stalking you. Making sure that you don't know what he's doing.

He just wants to make sure you get home safe.

It's not a complete lie. He does want to make sure you arrive at your apartment safely. But at the same time, he wants to make sure no one flirts with you. To see exactly where you go after work.

What he sees makes his stomach churn.

Running into the arms of another man, you giggle. A small peck to the lips. A loving gaze from you.

But it wasn't for the red head.

With a broken heart, he turns away, trying to accept the fact that you're taken. That he never had a chance.

Why would he have a chance? You deserved better then him anyway.

____________________________________

Thoughts have been clouding his mind lately. Thoughts of being with you. Of loving you. Of being loved back.

At first, the thoughts were innocent. Just imaginary cuddle sessions, induction to the kids. Movie nights, cooking together.

Sleeping together....and that's when they started to turn perverted in nature.

Late at night he would think of making love to you. Making you moan and scream out his name. How he would pleasure you all night long if you allowed it.

He always stopped the thoughts from....going any further then vanilla sex.

Odasaku ignores the urges to fuck you hard, fast, rough. To make you cry while he pounds into you. He ignores it all.

After all, you were in a healthy relationship with another man.

He wasn't one for cheating. And he was sure you weren't either.

"Ah...there is a way..."

Head tilted up, he thinks of a plan. He didn't necessarily wanted to break the relationship up. But...

If it means you'll be his, he'll do it.

He goes back to drinking his drink.

____________________________________


The gun was pressed against your boyfriend's head. Loaded and ready to be used if its owner wanted to pull the trigger. Cold, azure blue eyes stare at the other male.

Shaking, your boyfriend wonders why this is happening to him. Too scared to speak, he simply listens as Odasaku talks.

"I know where you live. I know about your family, your girlfriend..."

A snicker.

"Odasaku, be gentle~"

Dazai's voice sends shivers of fear down your boyfriend's back. The younger male caught wind of what was going on with his dear friend. So he offered his....'help'.

From that, it was a mixture of fake evidence to make it look like your lover was cheating on you and threatening to murder his entire family.

Dazai would take care of the murders - as long as no children were killed. They both agreed to that, seeing as Odasaku hated violence against kids.

"So, to cut it short, if you want everyone to live....you remember what I told you, right?"

Your boyfriend nods his head rapidly.

Stop talking to her. Stop talking to (Last name).

____________________________________

Faking innocence, Odasaku allows you to cry into his chest as you tell him what happened. Evidence had shown up, showing you that your partner wasn't as faithful as you thought he was.

Flirting with women left and right, getting in between their legs without a moment's hesitation. You had said yes to marrying him just the day before too...

Oh if only you knew the truth

"-I don't know what to do! I thought he loved me! I really did! A-and then-" "Shh..it's fine...you don't need him..."

Stroking your back, he sucks in a breath as you nuzzle into his chest even more. A small smile appears on his face.

He finally has you where he wants you.

"He didn't appreciate you as much as I do."

You've reached the end of published parts.

⏰ Last updated: Nov 04, 2019 ⏰

Add this story to your Library to get notified about new parts!

YOU ARE MINE! - Yandere! Bsd x reader Where stories live. Discover now