Lisa POV
Here I am again my tears suddenly fall when I remember the past.
It was already a past but why it feels like it was just happen yesterday
It looks like yesterday he choose his career over me,and the worst is he just used me and he left me. And now I am looking at him in the TV dancing and singing, I don't know if I have still a feelings for him i think I just feel being betray after what he did to me
I give up all the offers given to me because we promise to reach our dreams together no one will left behind. And He is not good in keeping a promise
He has a passion in dancing and singing thats why we both Love each other back then. or should I say I'm the only person who loves him
"Yah Lisa you've been space out again" Chaeyoung said "We will be debuting soon so focus" she continue
Yes I am debuting and tommorow the whole world will know about us the group BLACKPINK consist of 4 members and I am the maknae
"Sorry Roseanne" I said to pissed her
she hates called to be roseanne
"Yah" then she run towards me and we both play and happy
"Its the two little children again playing" Jisoo unnie said she is the visual of the group and our oldest but yet more childish among us
"Ya!! Look who's talking" Jennie unnie said she is out main rapper and the most mature for the four of us
Then we all ended up playing around, we are all excited because tommorow is a great day
"Lisa you will going to see the person who broke your heart" Rosé says "Are you okay with it?"
Am I okay to see him?
i don't know either my self
They know what happen between me and my Ex boyfriend
"I always see him cheng" I just don't want to answer her question. Maybe I will going to used to it
"Oh yea you EX BOYFRIEND IS an Idol" she said and eat again her food
It's still a good thing that there is someone you can share your feelings, you need to let them out before it makes a house in your heart and it will never leave and it become a grudge
"Did you forgive him?" Jisoo unnie said
Did I forgive him? well I think I already did forgive him. Well but there is nothing I can do to bring him back as if I want to bring him back
Did I want him to be back?
I pause for a while after Jisoo ask
I'm happy on what I have right now
"I think so, it was in the past and forgive him is the most easy way to forget him"
Its hard to forgive but forgiving is like forgetting so you need to forgive before you forget it.
"Just be ready Lisa, the show is just starting" Jennie said with a grin "Oh by the way who one the little clothes in your closet it looks like for a child" She said
Oh meee I forgot to give it I don't know how to answer her question
"Just prepare your self Lisa as what Jennie said" Jisoo said, I really love her she always save me in this kind of situation
I know that she has an idea on what will happen if our paths meet in an accident
well I be better prepare my self for it
Lets The show begin.
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Second chance isn't enough BlacpinkxBts
FanfictionIts a story of an Idol who love each other but then they decided to ended up because of their career they choose their career over their relationship and now they both successful. Started October Ongoing
