Envious

Inner Demons

Nobody POV-

As Ariana & Ki'Niyah Walked Down The Hallway To The Beauty Room They Both Had Butterflies In They Tummy & Anxiety Was At An All Time High Ki'Niyah Couldnt Understand Why She Was Nervous She Was The One Who Wanted Answers But Ariana Knew What Her Anxiety Was For She Had To Answer All These Questions "HONESTLY" & She Didnt Know What Type Of Questions Ki'Niyah Had For Her This Might Be The Conversation She Been Waiting On With Her Daughter Or This Might Be A Conversation She Regrets‼️

As Ariana & Ki'Niyah Approached The Beauty Room Ariana Spoke First‼️ "Is This The One On One Talk Or Are You Trying To Tell Me You Pregnant" Ariana Joked "Nah Ma This The One On One Talk & Me Pregnant? Girl Please" Ki'Niyah Laughed "Ok Baby I'm Serious But First Things First No Matter Where This Conversation Goes Ima Love You No Matter If We Fix The Problem Ima Love You If We Don't Fix The Problem & Never Speak Again Ima Love You Even Tho I Don't Want That To Happen Matter A Fact Gimmie A Hug & A Kiss Knowing Yo Crazy Ass This Might Be The Last Time I Hug You" Ariana Joked

"Omg Ma You So Silly Even Tho The Little Things You Do Get On My Nerves I Been Enjoying You & I Wanna Fix This Relationship I Need Motherly Advice Cause Sometime Grandma Don't Even Be Knowing What I'm Talking About "Ki'Niyah & Ariana Laughed "Ok Baby Shoot I'm Answering Everything Honestly No Matter The Circumstances" Ariana Got Serious

"Why Ma" Ki'Niyah Said Instantly Dropping Tears "Why What Baby There Are Alot Of Whys In This Situation Talk To Me Baby Let It Out" Ariana Said Wiping Ki'Niyah Tears But Dropping Tears Of Her Own‼️ "Why Did You Allow Kenny To Rape Me? Why Didn't You Stop Him? Why Didn't You Leave? Ki'Niyah Sobbed Tears Flowing Down Her Face

*It Was Silent With Tears Flowing Down Both Of Their Faces*

"Ki'Niyah I'm SO Sorry Baby But You Were Young I Was Young I Was Manipulated By A Older Man But Thats Not The Point The Point Of The Matter Is I Did It For Us" Ariana Said "What Is THAT Point Ma What Is The Fucking Point" Ki'Niyah Screamed

"Ki'Niyah Baby I Didn't Know Your Father Was Doing That To You, The Same Thing He Was Doing To You He Was Doing It To Me, But I Didn't Know Baby I Didn't Know" Ariana Said Breaking Down "If You Didnt Know About Me Why Didn't You Leave When He Was Doing It To You" Ki'Niyah Question

"Baby I Had Nothing But 2 Twin Daughters & A Suitcase Of Clothes I Had No Where To Go Your Grandma Gave Up On Coming To Get Me I Denied The Help Too Many Times Your Father Threatened To Kill Me, You Guys, & Grandma I Thought I Was Doing A Good Thing By Staying To Keep Us All Alive But I Broke More Than Life I Broke A Relationship With My Kids I Spent 7yrs In Prison When I Didn't Have Too If I Would Have Been Grown & Just Left" Ariana Cried

"But Why Didnt He Do Anything To Ki'Ki" Ki'Niyah Cried

*The Main Question I Didnt Want To Answer*

"He Did He Started With Her First, But I Promise I Didnt Know" Ariana Broke Down "Why Didnt She Tell Me" Ki'Niyah Said Consoling Ariana In A Shock

"She Just Told Me Last Year She Didnt Tell Anyone, She Wanted To Tell You Herself, But She Finally Told Me & As A Mother You Guys Dont Understand The Amount Of Hurt I Have In My Heart He Hurt My Babies & I Didn't Save Y'all As A Mother I Failed Y'all Ki'Niyah I Understand Why You Hated Me" Ariana Sobbed

"Mommy I Didnt Hate You I Just Never Had Answers & I Have Them Now I Want To Show You The Love I Have To Offer & Show You What You Been Missing" Ki'Niyah Cood "I Been Trying To Get This Outta You I Just Didnt Know Where To Start You Dont Know How Many Nights I Dreamed Of Having That Bond With You That I Have Ki'Ara" Ariana Ranted

"One Thing You Always Did That I Didnt Like Was You Tried To Buy My Love Instead Of Trying To Be There For Me I Ain't Gone Lie It Was Times You Actually Tried But I Ain't Wanna Hear All That Shit I Didnt Hate You Ma I Hated How You Handled Shit You Don't Act Like A Mom" Ki'Niyah Said Dropping Tears

"I Didn't Have A Childhood I Was Pregnant At 15 & A Parent At 16 Not That's It's You Guys Fault But I Sat In Jail 7 Years When I Got Out I Was Immediately Bound To A Relationship & Still Am, I Never Been Able To Be A Child, I Wanted To Be Grown So Bad, I Was Never Able To Be A Mother That Jail Had The Years You Guys Were Supposed To Have, So When You Guys Didnt Want Anything To Do With Me I Did Me" Ariana Spat

"We? Ki'Ara Always Loved You I Get Jealous Of You Guys Relationship But I Suck It Up & Do Me" Ki'Niyah Stated "You Guys Were Teenagers When I Got Out, & Believe Me When I Got Out You Were More Happy Than Ki'Ara Was I Know You Remember That? Me & Ki'Ara Just Grew To Get Close She Actually Told Me Out Her Own Mouth She Hated Me & Just Randomly You Started Acting Like Her Like Y'all Hated Me & I Fell Back Because I Seen Y'all Wanted Nothing To Do With Me I Was Hurt Because Y'all Don't Know The Risk I Took & The Shit I Went Thru" Ariana Said Out Of Slight Aggression

"Well What Did You Go Thru What Risk Did You Take Ma" Ki'Niyah Ranted‼️ "Nothing Baby It Don't Even Matter" Ariana Said "Put It Out There Ma What Risk Did You Take Cause From My Understanding You Didnt Take No Risk You Shot Kenny & Went To Jail" Ki'Niyah Ranted

"You Grown Now Baby I Can Be Honest I Didnt Shoot Your Daddy Your Grandma Did, I Just Took The Rap, I Was Close To Death Your Grandma Came In & Saved Me & She Shot His Ass But Your Grandma Did That For The Love Of Me & You Guys & I Owed Her That Much To Take The Rap & Risk Having My Kids In My Life But She Was A Better Example For Y'all At The Time Than I Was So I Left Custody To Her & I Did The 7 Year Bid" Ariana Sobbed

"I Love You Mommy Don't Cry I Don't Hate You I Really Love You I Didnt Know You & Grandma Went Thru All Of That For Me And My Sister" Ki'Niyah Cried "Yes Baby I Love You Guys, Y'all Are My Heart Id Give Y'all The World If I Could" Ariana Said Kissing Ki'Niyah Cheek

"Im So Happy Y'all Fixed This My Heart Is Happy" Ki'Ara Interrupted "Sissy Why Didnt You Tell Me" Ki'Niyah Said Getting Up Hugging Her Sister Sobbing

"Tell You What Niyah" Ki'Ara Questioned "What Kenny Did To You" Ki'Niyah Said "What Did He Do To Me" Ki'Ara Said Confused "Mommy Told Me Ki'Ara" Ki'Niyah Ranted

"It's Ok Baby You Can Tell Her I'm Sorry But She Wanted To Know" Ariana Spoke "I Didnt Tell Anyone Cause I Had To Be Strong For You Niyah I Went & Seeked Help From A Therapist I Know You Not Gone Agree With This But I Even Went To See Kenny I Needed Closure That Is Not Something I Wanted To Hold On Too Forever & I Forgave Him But I Didnt Forget I Was Gone Tell You Sissy I Swear But I Know How You Are" Ki'Ara Said Dropping Tears

"I Love This Moment My Babies" Ariana Said Grouping Ki'Niyah & Ki'Ara In For A Hug "Ok & To Set The Record Straight Mommy Can You Tell Niyah I'm The Older Twin" Ki'Ara Laughed "No Baby Ki'Niyah Is The Older Twin By 2 Minutes" Ariana Laughed

"Bitch I Been Telling You That" Ki'Niyah Said As We All Laughed "My Life Is A Lie" Ki'Ara Yelled Jokingly "Oh Child Please Y'all Come On Back To This Kitchen Before Tae Burn My Food Up & Brandon & Dion Think I Cant Cook" Ariana Said As They All Laughed Leaving The Beauty Room‼️

"Mommy The Day You Picked Us Up From The Airport & Brought Us To Grandma House & When You Grabbed My Hand I Felt The Connection & Knew I Had To Make It Right I Love You Ariana" Ki'Niyah Said Kissing Ariana Cheek "I Love You Too Ki'Niyah Boo" Ariana Cood