You lay there wondering
How much courage and strength is left today
To tackle the demons that run circles around your motivation
Like its all they have had left to eat for days
And the music can't reach your soul
And inspire a better road to take
But look to me
And hear me say
These will mean nothing when the weight has been lifted
And life will look like what it's meant to be, a precious gift
That's to be thankful for
Yes even on that day where death is banging at the door.
But see I have no proof right now
But when that day comes it'll be like wow,
And everything will be shifted
life will look like the gift it is.
So promise to me that you'll live to that day,
And the one true promise I can make to you
Will be that you'll feel the truth has been told
And your soul no longer feels cold,
Like how I know feels deep inside your head
And all you can do is lay on your bed
Staring at the ceiling
Every dark day you reliving
Believing its all over but
Please listen
The sun will rise and show you what you've been missing
So hold out a little longer
For when you no longer feel like a prisoner
To your thoughts and all these urges
Just a while longer
And that pain you feel will be like its a lifetime since you've felt it
And the anger will soon just melt away
And your captain will be your own passion, okay?
So yes
Live on like your life is in auto-pilot
But there will be a day where you won't have to quiet it,
Yeah that anger that seems to always find a way to ruin it for you
But remember these days
It'll be such a contrast
From back when getting out of bed was the hardest task
To the days where why am I here is no longer being asked.
