"Take this ring, as a sign of my love. Jihoon Lee. You know, I've been saying this, these past few days. And I know that you know," Soonyoung chuckled as he held my hand.
"That I am certain. That even in my second life. I will love you. Even I'm out of breath, I still be able to say and to make you feel how I love you. Because that's the truth, Love." He said and he cupped my face. I am looking at his slanted eyes, and smiled.
"I love you, Ji." He said, before kissing my right cheek.
He promised me that he won't kiss me at my lips, but in our wedding day. And that's the sweetest thing I've heard.
"Imagine, that line, or an even longer on our wedding day. Magical, isn't? I can't wait, Ji." he said before we sat down to the bench.
"Then propose to me, Soons." I jokingly said, and he just chuckled.
"It's too early for that." he said as he look at me and smiled, making me to do the same thing.
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Never knew, the early thing he said was this early.
I look at him, at the aisle. Having his famous eye smile everyone adored about him. Smiling from ear to ear. As if there would be no tomorrow.
When he darted his look at me; he smiled.
He mouthed 'thank you' and I nodded before I bring up my camera hanging from my neck, so I can take a picture of his precious moment.
The day of their wedding day, with his soon to be wife.
I saw how his eyes glister with love and adoration to his lovingly wife who is walking to the aisle.
I held the camera tightly and tried to focus the lens but failed. When I can feel my eyes tearing up. I keep my cam on my face so one could see how messy I am.
I don't know if it is a sick joke that he get me to be his wedding planner and somehow a photographer, when he knew I still into him. I also don't know but why do this hurt so much, when I do not have the right to feel this way right now.
I brought down the camera and ran to the dressing room.
I supposedly be the one right next to you right now. I should be the one saying those vows we both planned, before. I should be the one who will wear that wedding ring. I should be the one right there, kissing you wholeheartedly— for the first time.
It feels like yesterday when you said you love me. When It's been six years since the last time I heard that.
Maybe you're right. You'll love me. But not at this moment.
Can I see you in my second life? Are we going to end up together at our second lives?
Please?
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hi :)))
