YOUR IN MY EYES
"I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone"
Stay with me, this is what I need, please?"Useless" ... Until now it was the word which was exactly how I felt.
I thought that my efforts and sacrifices had not earned anything. But my perspective was warped by wrong beliefs: no one has ever asked of me that I was strong, no one has ever asked me to be brave, it was me, just me, to force myself to be different.
I wanted them to think of not having a ball and chain, but someone at par, able for once to help them and protect them just in case. I get it, only now the true meaning of team and are aware of the fact that I'll never be nobody without you. I need you ... I need you.
" Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?"
We've been looking for you ... found you... lost.
We believed that it would never be the same again, that the team was only a brief period of your life and that did not count for anything for you.
But the eyes of an elite ninja do not lie and while you put them on us with hate and indifference to move away from you and your suffering, it was clear the cry for help. So sharp and intense, it can not be unheard.
Naruto heard it ... I would have liked. Too much intake of remorse for trying to kill you and regret not to have succeeded, I could only hear my pain. You and Naruto have always had a special relationship: friends, brothers, enemies, rivals.
He always knew you better than me, that no matter how I tried to be near you, I could only make me boring.
He slammed in your face the truth and you have faltered ... oh yes, you did! Hearing his words, that aura of darkness that surrounded you , seemed to have slowed down. But you were not yet ready to come back and maybe we were not even to welcome you. You had yet to touch the bottom and make sure that the cry became a roar so that everyone would be able to hear it.
" I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope
This time I will be listening."
I could not bring you home, or to kill you, understand you, and then to help you.
The total sense of helplessness that pervades every cell of my body, reflects the words that you do not avoid uttering.
You are cruel, arrogant ... damn goal. I can do nothing against the enemy, too strong and too clever for you. Are you missing somewhere and Naruto is fighting, waiting for your return. Obito has a plan and it might work ... if only fear does not make me weak in the legs.
It is not death to scare me, but the idea of being able to fail ... again.
I put a hand on the shoulder of Obito and try to scrape together the little chakra that I have left. It will help a great deal, but I'm the only one who can really help.
Even if I die not mind if this would serve to bring you back.
This thought reminds me of what they are: a ninja and a woman in love.
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YOUR IN MY EYES (Sasusaku - Oneshot - Songfic)
FanfictionMy personal interpretation of chapter 685 of the manga. To the tune of My Heart by Paramore. Good reading.