Her True Feelings

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Depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts. Just to name a few. Because of these suicidal thoughts my school got child protective services involved and my mom thinks that I'm fine and that they're lying to her. The depression has been there for almost a year and a half. Anxiety has been there since the beginning, which is why I'm awkward in public because I have social anxiety along with separation anxiety. So basically depression and anxiety have been there with me longer than any of my relationships. Shall we name them? Sure why not.

Dalton- met him in third grade. Became my boyfriend in 8th grade in like May then broke up with me 8 months later. Got back with me in June on the 14th (of my sophomore year) and broke up with me a few months later. With him for a year total. I was 13 then when we got back together I was 15.

Austin- met him in the 7th grade. Got with him during freshman year then broke up 4-6 months later. With him most of my freshman year. I was 14

Luc (Lucius)- met him the summer of my 8th grade year. He later moved but we talked more on the phone. Got with him on March 13, 2018. I remember this date because he's really the best guy friend and I truly loved him the most because he made me happy and talked to me everyday. Broke up in December of that year. With him for 9 months. Best 9 months ever. I was 13 then turned 14.

Now? I'm lonely, single, forever alone. How do I know this? Depression and anxiety fucked all three up so it'll do the same to any future relationships I might have in the future.

Now, let's talk about the one and only band Why Don't We, shall we?