𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 ♡ [...]

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autumn leaves swirled from here to there, lost in the trance of light breezes and gentle winds, each taking its own course from separate places and eventually all falling down together into one. the array of ombré's ranging from yellow to orange danced across the surfaces of each leaf in unique patterns, each as pretty as the last.

an almost ethereal look was given off from the old park. trees heavily lined up, next to the aged path, all consisting of the various arrays of beautiful colours.

one particular leaf set it's journey from the tree top, lightly swaying in the breeze until it situated itself upon a brown mop of hair.

said male was far far away, lost in his own imagination and hallucinations of the story printed neatly upon the pages in front of him.

every day without fail the boy perched himself clumsily upon the same dreary bench. his posture hunched over and yet the male didn't care he was too engrossed in his book. lost in a world he dreamed to be in with romance and love.

that word, 'love' held everything to the boy. he yearned for it, dreamt about it, lived and breathed to have that one thing.

it was always on his mind, constantly almost like a punishment knowing that wasn't the world he lived in, not the one in the books with the love and passion, not the one with the burning desire for that one human who you crave most in the world, but the world where boys and girls have meaningless sex constantly.

fuckbuddies where common, and true love was rare.

yet the male never let go of his dream, almost like holding too tight on a rope that cut and squeezed his skin, slightly tearing it apart and letting the blood drip down the edges.

still, he didn't mind, the sheer hope that one day he could have that kind of love kept him holding on no matter how much it hurt.

unfortunately, too soon the boy was brought back to reality, his once calming music was replaced by sharp ringing that echoed in his ears and made him want to harshly rip the earbuds from his ears, instead the boy presses accept to the incoming call and was immediately engulfed with the sickeningly sweet voice of his best friend

"kook where are you?" the voice questioned

"i- erm," the male's mind was muddled still half in his world of romance but just grasping onto the edge of reality seemingly a difficult task.

"get your ass to campus now, you're gonna be late" although harsh words were shared the boy knew it was meant well

"i'm erm on my way now jiminie" the boy replied breezily watching how his breath, which could be seen due to the cold transition season, slowly dissipated into the air.

"see you soon bitch"

"bye jiminie" the brown-haired boy replied hurriedly collecting his things, nimble fingers shoving the delicate book into his tattered backpack which was then forcefully swung over his shoulder, followed by abrupt walking as the boy sped off down the broken path to his personal hell.

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cold and slightly red, slender fingers reached up and wrapped themselves around the metal door handle gently opening and closing it behind him, an immediate wave of relief and comfort washed over the boy as the familiar smell of vanilla and coffee filled his nostrils unconsciously causing him to take in a bigger inhale of the homely air.

not so carefully placing his old bag down next to the apartment floor followed by his boots and coat, the boy shivered due to the immediate increase in his body temperature and hundreds of small goosebumps carefully arose across his tan skin.

he gently brought his hands to his sides arms loosely crossed over each other and rubbed harshly up and down in hopes to even out his temperature, after a moment or so the boy was satisfied and ambled over to his small kitchen to brew up a cup of coffee.

to say the boy was addicted to the dark substance would be an understatement. the minute the distinctive smell hit his nose and the liquid trickled onto his taste buds every nerve in the boy's body was awakened, and he felt a sense of being awake that he couldn't experience on his own.

a ding echoed through the eerily quiet apartment causing a slight frown to ghost across the males features and the unexpected intruder on his thoughts.

even so, he shoved his hand into his cardigan pocket to retrieve the device and gazed at the screen
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snapchat: tae 🤤 has added you as a friend!
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this story is going to be quite short but here's the first chapter enjoy my sorry excuse of writing :)