Do I love a bad boy ?

Chapter 13

|| Keegans POV ||

I jumped up and hugged him .

" AUSTIN YOUR OKAY ! " I yelled

A few second later the guys ran in and hugged him .

" Guys I missed you and all but can I talk to Keegan ? " Austin said

" yeah ." They said and walked out

" Okay Keegan .. You said you loved me right ? " Austin said with the biggest smile .

" Yeah . " I said not smiling .. I know where this was leading too ..

" If you break up with Lucas we can be together . " he said

" Austin .. I can't .. " I said tears filling my eyes .

" Why ? " he said his smile fading.

" Lucas .. " I said

" I'll protect you from him .. " Austin said tears filling his eyes too .

" I know you would but .. When I break up with him .. " I said trying to fight back my tears .

" When you break up with him .. " he said hinting for me to continue .

" Last night .. He threatened me .. " I said remembering the horrible night.

• flashback •

" Lucas get off of me ! " I yelled trying to push him off of me .

" Don't tell me what to do ! " he said

" You wouldn't care if mahone did this to you ! " he continued yelling

" He wouldn't do this to me ! " I yelled back

" If you try to leave me for him I swear I will beat the living shit out of you .. Maybe even kill you . " he gritted through his teeth .

He got closer to me and went level with my ear .

" Because if I can't have you .. NO ONE CAN ! " he whispered at first but then yelled .

I cringed at how loud his voice was .

" But I wouldn't hurt you tho .. " I heard Austin say again .. This was a mistake ..

• end of flashback •

" Oh .. " was all Austin said when o finished telling him the story .

" I'm sorry Austin .. " I said

" No your not . You would've left him when he smacked you . YOU KNEW this was gonna get worse . You knew that if you just left him you wouldn't have gotten raped , beaten, you wouldn't have cut again. But you still went for him . Because obviously I'm not good enough for you . You want the boy who beats you . Takes advantage of you . Even a player wouldn't do that. Because we know . That's wrong . "

I couldn't speak .. It was all true .. I just didn't want to believe it ..

" Aust- "

" No just get out . I'm done waisting my time on you . "

I literally just felt my heart break.. I got up and walked to the door .

"Don't look back Keegan .. Don't look back.. " I thought .

But being that stupid girl I am .

I looked back to see a broken boy..

• 30 minutes later •

I was at home .. Alone .. Alexis and AnaLeigh are out of town .. The boys hate me .. Who would want Lucas here since he beats me .. My mom and sister aren't here ..