Nowaki x Hiroki "How 2 Love"

How 2 laugh

Word count | 1155

Hiroki's POV ~

This BOY!!!!! Nowaki? Ya, that's what he said his name was right? I - crap, I think I forgot his name. It doesn't matter, he'll probably tell me again anyway.

"Please let me help you!!", Ever since he saw me crying in my room he won't leave me alone. I guess it's a little werid, well two things were really werd in my life right now. 1.) Someone who I can hardly remember the name of was in my apartment, and 2. ) A 29 year old was crying in the said apartment. God I'm pathetic.

But this Nowaki - hey.... I remembered his name! Anyway, won't leave me alone and I have a huge thesis due soon, and at this rate, he was never going to let ne be in peace.

"A thesis, so you're in collage like me?" Wait- how in the what?!-
"I didn't say anything about a thesis, and leave me alone!" I must have been mumbling, its startes ever since Usami broke my heart. I tried to push him out the door, but his huge body would hardly l even move.
"God Damn It!!" I shouted as he pushed back into the apartment.

As the thoughts of Usami rushed though my mind, a tear threatened to fall, but I forced it back, I shouldn't be crying now, or ever. Its just a broken - shattered heart, nothing to cry about. Don't cry over spilt milk, right? Well it felt like my whole soul had been poured out and spilt onto the floor where Usami walked all over it.

It's just the best.

I didn't even know why this Nowaki guy is so persistent. I tried to push him out the door again, he was just so big.
"How tall are you anyways!" I shouted,
"194cm." He said that, like it was completely normal to be that freaking tall! Ugh! He was so annyoing. I had gone home in a frenzy of my own emotions, and I, being the smart human being that I am, left the keys in the lock. And this- guy- just decided that he could just come in ,Although, deep down inside I was kind of happy that someone cared enough to come in. I would never, EVER, say it though. Cause then this guy would come back.
"C-Can you touter me?" What!? I blinked at him, comepleatly confused.
"Where'd that come from?" I asked him. He shuffled around nervously, before he pointed to a paper that I had left on the coffee table. I had only gotten one thing wrong. But I had always been at the top of my English classes.

"O-Oh that... No." I said sternly. He looked surprised, but then gave me puppy eyes.
"Please! I need an English credit, I'm failing! Please please pleeeeeaaaasssse!" I didn't think he knew he had puppy eyes, but sure as hell they where cute.

"No! Now get out!" I pushed him again while he was prepared, and got him out the door. Wait! The keys where still outside! I forced the door open and looked at the lock...he took it- that thief took my freaking keys!- I'm going to kill him-

What ever, if he took them, he'll probably come back sooner than later. I didn't know whatto do, so I decided to crash for the day. I threw myself onto my bed, and imminently thought of Usami. How he used to hold me, how he used to run his hands through my hair... how he didn't love me... how I was a substitute for someone else. How I wsnt worthy of even loving.

I think I cried mt self to sleep, or maybe I didn't sleep at all. I was just so caught up in the thoughts of Usami, I just didn't even know anymore.

Time skip~ * brought to you by your lazy ass author *

I sat there, feeling so alone. I honestly wish someone was here, NOT Usami, but maybe- no! I have to stop thinking like this, just work on your stupid theiss! I sighed and continued for another 2 hours, before I was so tired, I don't think that I slept last night. It was all still a blur. I looked to the overly large book case I had and grabbed the first one I saw, and started to mindlessly skim though the words. My eyes started to slowly get heavier and heavier, till I couldn't keep them open. I barely made it to the couch before I collapsed on it and passed out.

When I opened my eyes, I saw a beautiful face in frount of me. I realised what was happening and jumped up. Bumping my face into Nowaki's superpisingly muscular chest. I fell back down, and Nowaki was still on top of me.
"What are you doing!? Get off!" A heavy blush coverd my gace as he leaned down.
"Maybe I don't want to," his voice sent shivers down my spine. And butterflies where having a rave in my stomach. I think my heart just stopped. Ow. I just stared at him, unable to move. He leaned down, and ever so softly, he pressed his lips to mine.

I don't know what's worse,
a.) He was kissing me, or
b.) I was letting him kiss me.

Oh God, I was letting him kiss me. Suddenly, like my whole body suddenly was mine again, I pushed him off.
"What was that!??" I yell at him, that idiot! What was he thinking? I'm a guy! But I guess I was in a relationship not more than 2 months ago with a guy. Still! He just kissed me!
"I'm sorry, couldn't help myself." He said with a smile. Couldn't help himself?! Oh that little-
"So, I was wondering, is that offer of you toutering me still up?" He asked, the smile never leaving his face.
"It never was an offer from me! And the answer is still NO!" I said, nothing more.
"Please?"
"No."
"Pretty please?"
"No!"
"Pleeaaaasssseeeee?"
"I said no! Find someone else!"
"I want you! Please?"
"No!"
"Please please please please please please?"
"UGH! Fine, but on one condition!" I shouted. He sat straighter and looked at me attentively.
"You come here on my free time! No yours. I will chose when the tests wil be, and, I will give you pop questions all the time. So you have to be paying attention. Got it?" He nodded yes like a four-year old child and ran out the door.
"See ya tomorrow then!" Did J not just say that he was coming when I said he could. God I hate him! But he's so cute and, honestly, hot. Wait stop thinking like that! I told him, so clearly. I sighed and laid down on the bed. Tomorrow is going to be a long day. But as I fell asleep, the only thing on my mind,

was...Nowaki