Hot And Cold [BakuTodoDeku]

Shoto#3

I could feel my heart ache, i could feel my eyes tears up. I could feel my body go numb
Was i just a waste of his time? Was i just someone who he... wanted to play with.
I don't want to regret anything with you, todoroki. But it just hurts so much, that i feel like i should regret everything in you. Your smile was all i ever wanted. I wanted to be the reason why you smile. Why is she more special than me?

Did he ever even love me? Is it because i have no beauty?.... We are tragedy but you're my remedy. But you hurt me more than anyone else did... how can i call you "someone special" if all you ever do is hurt me?