DEAR JUNHO,
How are you today? I'm feeling happy today . I'm not usually happy. I made a new friend yesterday !!!! we spent time together after school . it was fun being friendly with someone again :) I would tell you her name , but then you'd able to figure out my identity . that's my little secret . did you know that I like seeing you read my letters? The look of confusion on your face is quite adorable ^_^ . it reminds me of when we used to be friends... do you miss me, JUNHO? Ah wait , you don't know who am still ....i'm afraid to tell you about me
See you next time,
H
I can't look away. I don't know how to .
It's free time so I decided to relax my mind in the school's botanical garden . but I should 've left sooner , cause now I can't seem to move .
I'm standing behind a tree and watching a sweet couple laugh and be romantic in front of me .
It's hurt......
Seeing JUNHO in love with someone who it makes me hurts
He was my first love , and I still love him...
He began to kiss her , and I began to tremble
I can't move , it hurts too much to move
I can't think . I can't look away . I can't stop my heart from hurting.i can't breathe. I can't stop my tears from flowing . I can't stop my body from shaking.
I can't do anything at that moment...
I can't bring myself to do anything but watch
My heart aches from him
And I hate myself to being so naïve , for being so easily fooled.
I wiped my tears as I finished crying .taking in a large sum of air, I turned around and walked out of the garden , and toward to my next class.
YOU ARE READING
only you
FanfictionIt's been a week. A week since you have gone away. A week since the last time I saw your eyes and your smile. Since the last time, I smelled your scent . Since the last time I touched you.
