Sometimes...

Did you actually think...?

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I honestly don't get it. Why won't she talk? I just need to know, she knows I won't tell. I get her friend was murdered, but is that really a reason to stop talking? I just don't get it. I want to be there for her like a FRIEND should but I can't help it if I have some sort of feeling for her. I want her to be mine and stuff but I just don't get her. My feelings have grown and shrank over the years. My really really close friends know I like her but I just can't ask her out. It could ruin everything.

Abby has a phone but she never uses it. I will text her and she even then doesn't answer back. Calling her is out if the question. I've tried FaceTime but it's like she doesn't exist in the electronic world. Once when I was younger, about 11, I wrote a letter to her even though she lives next door. She answered back and that was how we talked. It was the best times of my life that happened then. Later in life I asked her if she kept her letters, she wrote me back and said no. I was kind of disappointed. I still am sad she didn't keep them. I still have all of mine, secretly. She doesn't know that. I just want to talk to her.

Everyday I pick her up for school because it's something I like to do. She wrote on a piece of paper I didn't have to, but I drove to her house the next day anyways. I just can't not be in her life. It would drive me insane. I know I sound like a lovesick girl but it's how I am.

When I was 6, and I first met her, I was forced to hang out with her. I didn't want anything to do with her. Our moms were best friends, so of course I had to pay the price. I absolutely hated her. I faked being sick one afternoon just so I didn't have to be with her. Then my plan backfired and they came over and she kept me "company."

I remember my mom came downstairs and asked," Why do you hate Abby so much? She is so sweet and very quiet."

"She isn't very quiet around me." Which was true. She was kind of loud and loved to talk. Quite the opposite of now.

Take it forward about 10 years later and my mom asks me the same question.

"Why do you hate Abby so much? She is so...."

I interrupt her midway through, "I don't hate Abby anymore. In fact I really like her. I'm not sure why I hated her in the first place. All this time you actually thought I hated her?"

"Oh... No not necessarily. Maybe she has grown on you. I just thought she wasn't your favorite person in the world. I've always liked her."

"Mom I take her to school everyday, I don't hate her."

She ended the conversation there.

Authors note-

Soooo.... What do you think? FEEDBACK PLEASE! Surprise surprise... He actually hated her when he met her.

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Until next time my Lovelies- Mcquenzie