Regrets (modern Levi x reader)

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HAY THERE I'VE RISEN FROM THE DEAD!!! Anyway let's get into this oneshot I've missed ya'll <3

This chapter was suggested by @MinYoongi_nancy

Y/N's POV :
I gazed at the rain pouring outside, I loved this kind of weather. It was heaving down like it had no means to stop and it made me so relaxed. I had lazed around all day today... just like every other day ever since my breakup. I grimaced at the thought of him. Suddenly, my doorbell rang. Ugh who could it be at 21:00. I caved my head into my couch, unwilling to get up. The person at the door was so PERSISTENT with their annoying ass ringing. I tumbled to the floor and quickly rushed to the door while sorting out my hair and I finally reached there. I peered into the peep hole and what I saw made my stomach churn. I was frozen in place at the sight of... him. What the fuck was he doing here. I gulped, unsure of what to do and decided I wouldn't open the door.

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"Y/N it's okay don't be frightened I'm not here to argue with you." The voice said in a caring manner.
I leaned on the door and sunk down, taking a seat because I couldn't handle the situation. I hadn't heard his voice in so long and the last time I heard it was... No I don't want to remember.
He softly knocked and spoke, "Y/N.. Please I really need to talk to you."
I stared down at the floor still shaken by the whole scenario. He let out a soft sneeze and silently cursed at himself. That was when I realised the rain was still heavily rushing down. He really came here.. in this rain.. for me? I took a deepbreath before quickly standing up. I held the door handle and shut my eyes. Again I took another breath before fully opening the door. It was... Levi... in the flesh. Instantly, upon seeing him, I shakily sniffed and hid away trying not to show emotion. That was when all I saw for a split second was black. Ever since the incident with him I hadn't been able to take care of myself properly and I would usually skip meals or overeat.. All I ate was snacks and got no nutrition whatsoever, leading to my slight iron deficiency.
"Woah woah." Levi gasped as I felt two arms wrap around me, catching me before I fell backwards.
"Y/N... you haven't been taking care of yourself.." He said while shutting the door with me still in his arms. I pushed him away. "What's it to you?" I retorted.
"It's fucking everything to me, do you think I want you to get sic- no I'm not here to scold you." He stopped himself from speaking harshly to me and eased his voice. Looking closer at him I could tell he wasn't looking after himself either. His dark circles were more noticeable than before and even though he always had trouble sleeping, it was never this bad. Also, his hair was drenched from the rain and so were his clothes.

"Your place is a mess," he commented. "Is this all because of me?"
"I don't wanna blame you... I'm just.. lazy."
"Y/N... You were as up tight as I am on cleanliness... I can't believe I caused this. I'm sorry I'm really sorry."
"Don't apologise. There's no change that's going to be made."
He fumbled with something in his pocket then took it out and held it up to me. "It's that Polaroid Armin took for us when we first met and hated each others' guts."
I took a close look at the photo and I saw it was me and Levi arguing on the first day we had met. The memories of that day warmed my heart but the warmth lead to my discomfort. "So what." I hissed.
"I found it while clearing my room out. I didn't even know I had it, but I remembered how far we have gotten together and how much we went through... And I shouldn't have fucked it all up." He spoke, trying to keep his voice as calm as possible but it was obvious it was strained.
"I'm sorry for shouting at you Y/N... I'm sorry for scolding you. I'm sorry for being so overprotective and jealous. I-"
"Do you really think it was that? I liked all of that about you, it showed me that you cared. But you were just so... so unwilling to show emotion to me." I cried.
"W- was why you left me? Y/N... I couldn't bring myself to show you any emotion... I was scared I would be too annoying and you'd leave me."
"Do I look that shallow to you?" I clapped back.
He clenched his jaw trying to hide his sadness. "No it wasn't that I'm just... Insecure... Y/N.. Please." As he spoke his jaw unclenched and his voice unstrained. I could hear the shakiness and see the pain in his eyes... was he... being vulnerable to me? I soon realised my faults and that I should've tried to confront him about it before anything. "Levi.. I'm sorry for not understand-"
"Fucks sake Y/N don't apologise for anything. We both know our faults now." He interrupted as tears welled up in his eyes. He looked away and grunted hiding himself from me. I liked how he was actually showing emotion to me now. He wasn't like a wall, I could feel life in him.
~time skip~
Levi and I sorted things out and he decided to clean up my place and even ran me a bath. As I sat in the tub, I pondered everything that had just happened and smiled to myself.

Then, I was interrupted from my thoughts by Levi barging into the bathroom and taking off his shirt.
"Levi!" I yelped before I sank deeper into the water, embarrassed by the situation.
"Y/N I could use a warm bath too you know." He spoke while unbuckling his belt.
"STOP. STRIPPING."
He grinned while continuing. "Why? Nervous?" He scoffed, taking off his pants. I looked away and tried to ignore the situation in front of me. I shut my eyes tight as I heard his footsteps. He entered the tub and sat behind me with me in between his legs. I felt his lips on my back, giving me a tender peck. "I've missed you." He gently remarked. I hadn't felt him in so long and I was craving his touch. We were both in tears earlier but now we had fire inside of us.

Third person POV :
Y/N gasped as she felt something at her entrance. She pinched Levi's hand but he didn't budge. "Y/N it's been forever, I need you." He groaned while sliding his finger inside of her. She squirmed at the action, unintentionally grinding on Levi's already hard member. He quickened his pace making her lean back in pleasure. He softly kissed her neck, sucking and making bright red marks on the sides. Suddenly, Levi felt a hand grip onto his length and start to stroke him sensually. The bath water was making it more difficult for him to pleasure Y/N, but the frustration only added onto his neediness.

Y/N turned her head so she could taste Levi's lips and as they connected with each other, it felt as if there was nothing else they needed in the world other than to be this close together. They let go of all their thoughts as they pleasured each other and intertwined their tongues. Levi broke the kiss and growled, "I'm gonna cum."
Y/N stroked him faster and bit her lip as Levi worked on her harder too.
Levi stopped Y/N by grabbing her hand and then he stood up and she turned to face his cock. Yearning for the taste, she took the whole length into her mouth and held onto Levi's thighs for support so she could bob her head faster.
Levi released in her mouth and caressed her hair. His breathing was shaky but not as shaky as Y/N's. As he pulled out Y/N swallowed his whole load and gazed up at him.
He flicked water at her causing her to let out a cute giggle. At last they were both happy again

Zeeeee end.
Yo I really don't like this chapter I'm su su surry 🥺

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