Someone Else First Book 1 Ayano×budo

Chapter 11

The sun was so bright that it was making my hair turning it into a brown hair instead. I look straight into these bright gray eyes looking right at me. In shock, I ran quickly. Why Love Me? I'm not perfect. I'm so far from it. I just killed so many girls for a guy who doesn't even notice me. I look so stupid doing something for someone who doesn't even like me. Why would he want to help me get the guy I like if he loves me. I hear footstep running behind me. I turn so slowly and saw him. His red hair band on his forehead following the wind and reflection on the sun. His eyes darting into mine. He grabs be and push me to the wall behind me. My breathe became heavy and I didn't know what he wanted.

"I'll do anything for you"

"stop"

He lift up my chin....I would do anything for you.

I slowly move my lips onto his lips. At that moment I realize that I didn't need Taro. All I wanted was Budo and he was always here for me since day one. He loved me and I got caught with the idea for someone to fall madly in love with me but I was looking at the wrong person. I was so stupid and needed to realize that something so special was right infront of me the whole time. The idea of love was so broken. My mom told me the wrong ideas and I got the wrong ideas from here. I need to feel love myself and not let it force anything to it. I was someone who had killed so many people for some guy. But All I needed to do was open my eyes to a guy who loves all my flaws and sins I done. Budo was everything and I wanted him. I needed him. I wanted him. I love him. 

I stared kissing him and push him into a nearest room to us. I quickly shut the door. I look at him at that moment and knew what I needed him. Budo realize the same idea with me. We started to kiss. Kiss so much that it was getting hard to breathe. I felt being choke. His hand slid up and down and touching my body so much that it felt so good. 

I realize that Budo was everything I needed or was it.