My eyes close.
I'm holding onto
my memories
and hatred.
My slumber
all alone in my head...
so silent.
I can't explain the way
my tears run blood along my veins.
If I let go of my pain,
I'll cease to be, give into the plague...
War is coming,
I can hear it in my heart.
Blood will flow
along the grounds of the innocent.
I can't deceive
the darkness anymore...
I'm letting go, I'm losing control of myself...
you beat me down,
so low and now
I'm crying my soul.
I'm losing control.
You led me to
a place where I
can't feel my face...
Death is just an anesthetic
for what's to come.
A body left behind with no face,
feeling numb.
All alone, I cry here,
fading into nothing.
All alone I lie here
dying...
...losing myself...
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Joshua's Poems
PoetryThis is my own written poems... *NOTE* some of my poems are about death... and depression.. if you get sad easily you might not wanna read this Poems!
