I trudged up my steps and went to my Dock and plugged in my Galaxy into it playing "I wanna dance with somebody" by whitney houston ( I know its old but i love it) I was dancing and singing ( rather loudly by the way) around the room looking in my closet to wear. I pulled out something I wouldnt think to wear, a floral skirt and a white long sleeve shirt. After setting it neatly on the bed, I sat in front of my vanity to see how I look. my face looked a bit greasy and my makeup was stale. I threw my hair in a high ponytail and jogged to the bathroom and turned my shower on hot. I jumped ino the shower. It felt so gooooood!! After the water stared to feel cool on my skin i decided to jump out the shower. luckily my robe was on the door hanger becasuse I don feel like walking into my cold bedroom in all my naked glory. I sat again in front of my vanity. It was no use putting my hair up in a ponytail because my hair slipped out and came out it its natural curls. I never went to school without my hair being straight but looking at the clock showed me i didnt have much of a choice on this " date." I blowed out the rest of the water from my hair and threw on my clothes lotioned up and tthrew on my black spike earrings, with five minutes to spare. My eyes were so itchy. No they were burning. I took out my contacs in haste and then the world looked like an unfocused camera. shit shit shit im all out of contacts. Oh no okay how is this im sorry but i cant go on the date because i am legally blind?!?! NO .... I saw my dorky boring black glasses and threw them on. Ohhh grosss the nerd is back...The bell rung and without a second though I grabbed my clutch,threw some shit in it and ran downstairs. I stopped in front of the mirror and calmed my pulse before I opened the door.There was john in all his glory. I couldnt help but smile because of how cute he looked in his buttoned up white long sleeve and dark washed denim jeans. He eyed me before plastering a smile on his face.
John: uhm you ready?
me: yup lets go
we walked to the car and I slowed down waiting for him to open the door for me. Instead he went around me and slid in the drivers seat. I huffed in frustration and slid in the passengers side. Without another word we zoomed off. I stared out the window thinking about why was he behaving so off. Did I do something wrong? Maybe I stink... I got thrown out of my thoughts as he came to a sudden screech letting me know we arrived. When we walked out and toward the restaurant we made no contact, which I was already grateful for since I am extremely awkward. I noticed as we entered that John ex was the one to be seating us. Apparently whatever problem he had with my them wasn't a factor anymore because his arm secured itself to my waist pulling me closer to him like love birds we aren't... idiot boy. Shana, his ex, apparently looked hurt by the sight and I felt bad for her. She looked at him the way I looked at Cameron. I tried to pull away from him but his grip only got more secure. I realized that I was the trophy "girlfriend" in the situation and hung my head low. She sadly sat us and departed like her ass was on fire. I couldnt help staring at Cameron. His muscles looked more defined in the Navy blue pinstriped shirt tonight then ever. I sat in front of him with his eyes strangely lingering on what I wore tonight. I'm suprised I looked like a ultra geeky today because I had my braces with my huge black glasses and my curly afro of a hair puff. I'm surprised he's depressed looking me because I couldn't look at me!
Well, let me say this: The date was perfect.note the sarcasm at any moment. MY so called"date" was to busy staring at Angels tits. Besides that angel and John have been texting their asses off. It was like I was the one on the dat with Cameron. God Im fangirling thinking about that actually happening! I think angel saw her face without makeup on because she went to the bathroom and came back and hurled on the table. John was all too thrilled to take her home while Cameron took me home. The car was so deadly silent except for the almost mute sound of the cars purring. His hands where gripped tight unto the steering wheel. I thought he was mad. Oh no.. word vomit... maybe I can hold it in..I
me: look im so sorry I know getting stuck with the nerd wasnt on your to do list. you probably wanted to fuck(gco)
Cameron: its no problem and your not a nerd. your cute
well I couldnt do anything but blush at that. The rest of the ride was quiet. Isnt wasnt weird it was...comfortable. He stopped in front of my house and stared at me. I couldnt think properly wih his smell invading my nose with its heavenly scent. I started leaning in and he did too. His brown eyes flashed to my lips and back into my eyes. His lips were hovering around mine .I looked down and cleared my throat. He is so fine but not worth what his girl would do if she knew and trusts me she always knows. HE pecked me on the cheek and whispered night into my cheek. High off his scent, I wobbled to the front door and unlocked the door.I stumbled and locked the door not having the strength to look back.
Good thing we have a weekend ahead of us
