my life

update 1 date 11/9/2019

Hello so i would just like to start off by saying that all of this is about me i will not beusing the names of the real people in this book i will be covering some of their names up. so yea

today is 11/9/2019 my dogs birthday. I am 15 and well my dog is turning 5 i love him so much. i have desided to work on this book because well i think that it might help me out with everything thats going on in my life so today i am working on getting over my ex he was a dick and played me and the sad part was that my ex bff knew about it and didn't tell me and i find it funny but ya know what its whatever i don't care anymore. I got over it. i also found out that i am bisexual i like guys and girls. I have had this crush on this guy for a really long time but we have had some fall outs and we don't talk anymore but iv iked him for about 4 moths and i think that he might like me im not sure though. he claimes we will never happen but i started saying that to him aswell it just helps get over everything. i found out that my brother has a gf and im happy for him although all i have done is eat ice cream cake on makeup put on baggy sweatpants and wore sweatshirts as well as just lay in bed. i don't cry over men i just sit round and mop although he was my first boyfriend that was somewhat real so yeah it kinda ment a lot to me. i stoped on all my social media as well as stoped talking to all my mates i haven't even texted anyone.