my life

11/10/2019

I guess i should update this so erm yea i have been a compleat mess but its whatever i know that guys are dicks and so are girls but at least girls are nicer. i wish that life wasn't so hard i mean between shit with my mom and then dating and family its like omg i am dyeing inside but i won't show it i hid my emotions fairly well or i try i never cry in front of people i didn't cry when my dog died i didn't cry when my grandpartens, bestfriend, or uncle died. now i know your probly like wow your hartless and maybe i am but i wouldn't know i just don't shw emotions i never realy was able to and i mean when i broke my knee that shit hurt but i never cried i didn't walk for 2 days but i got up and walked it off affter. i just have issues with trusting people so i never show emotions with anyone. i have got to go so erm yeah bye