I really want to get off social media. I use snapchat, just to text my friends, and online friends, I Guess, and twitter is just to see what Donald Trump is up to. No, I'm just kidding, I Just use Twitter, to text Billie Eilish, my all time favorite singer! I even met with her, and I Put that as my lock screen. Billie Eilish is the best, y'all should go hear her songs, they're amazing. I'm so happy she loves my songs, and she's subscribed to me! and she calls me a lot, well once a month which is A LOT to me. But anyway, it's going to be sad, leaving my Instagram. I use Instagram everyday, but maybe I wont leave, maybe I wont disable my account. whatever...I'll just not post and comment, I'll look at other posts, and see what my friends are doing and all. I jumped on my bed, to let go of the sadness, and love my new room. these clothes, were getting really uncomfortable.... Mostly, the jeans, and my tight bun. I changed into my pajamas, one of my old pink shirts, and old black pants. I wore old stuff for pajamas, and onesies, or if I want to have a sleepover, sweat pants, and a white shirt. But since I'm not having friends anymore, who cares for what I wear? I might wear a prom dress to sleep. I might try that! well, now I am under my bed covers, playing games, and ignoring the shouts of Hayley,Kenzie, and mom fighting downstairs. they call and say my name every now and then, but I don't care. I went on Instagram, to post a couple of crying emojis, I really don't know what to post before I post my last post for this month, I'm not sure. I screen-shotted some emojis and posted it on instagram. :
Anns.Grace
😭 💖💔
💔 #BROKENHEART #IMISSYOU
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kenzie- Annie! why won't you tell us what's wrong? you go out the house without telling us, you give us dirty looks, you lie to us, you tell me to get out of your room, you bring in weird stuff without telling us. tell us what's wrong! you won't come down! Anns please💔
Anns.Grace-^WHATEVER! DON'T TEXT ME,KENZIE! AND I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU,KENZ!
RubyRose-^Anns dont be rude!😭
missjaydenB- sweetie whats wrong? tell us, you left school! we're scared.... Anns please.....
Anns.Grace-^no, im sorry Jayden.
missjaydenB-^okay...ly😭
Anns.Grace-^ly2😭
LaurenOrlando88- Anns!! please!!!😭 love you forever, and always, sis!💖
Anns.Grace- ^love you too laur.....💖😭
RubyRose- Annie, are you okay sweetie? who do you miss? want me to come over? 💖
Anns.Grace -^no sweetie, don't worry, I'm good. don't need to come over!
RubyRose-^k, Anns.
its YOURFAVTURNER girl!- Anns! we're all here for you, we're planning a sleepover, please come. love you so much, Hun.
kenzie- ^yeah! I cant wait for that!
Anns.Grace- ^no hun, I'm sorry I cant come either.....Love you so much too💖
kenzie-^Annie!
Sarah- hey anns, do you miss me? im sorry........Please Anns how come you didnt meet up w me today? Anns! u miss me right...?
Anns.Grace- ^please don't call me Anns, Sarah, I have reasons for not seeing you.
Sarah- ^Fine Annie!.....but can you see me tomorrow?
Anns.Grace- ^no,Sarah, leave this. I don't want to talk!...Bye.
Sarah- ^Fine....Bye...
hayleyleblanc.extra- I miss us, I miss them too, I miss you...💔
Anns.Grace-^w-what.....?💔
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When I saw the comment that Hayley said, it broke my heart even more. She misses me? she misses us? why couldn't she say that on her normal account? I wanted to text her so bad, but, I was too scared. what if she told me she hated me? What if she blocked me...? I got hungry, so I took out some hot Cheetos, and an apple out of my cabinet. I had my own mini house. So technically, I had a bed, a walk in closet, a bathroom, a sink, three cabinets, a little table to eat, and a desk to do homework. yeah yeah I'm spoiled but whatever. Kenzie has it, too. but Hayley didn't want the sink, the cabinets and the table, so we took that out, and made it into a kids movie room. Also, me and Kenzie have our own TV's in our room. Hayley's room has a door where we can go into the kids movie room, and yes there is another door for it go in.
well..I hope Hayley doesn't block me...Here goes my text to her, again.
Me
Hello..
Hayley
what?!
Me
I saw your comment...I agree with you.
Hayley
No you don't, Annie! You're lying!
Me
I'm not Hayley, I miss us too❤️
Hayley
really...?
Me
Yes, Hayley!
Hayley
Okay❤️
Me
Do you forgive me for whatever happened today?...
Hayley
Not really, but we're okay,I guess. can we go for ice-cream to talk?...
Me
sorry...no, you didn't read my text from before?
Hayley
oh yeah..❤️
Me
we can FaceTime?...I Guess....
Hayley
Yeah..whatever...sure..!
Me
okay!!...accept my request,now❤️
Hayley
okay❤️
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Me and Hayley stopped FaceTiming after ten minutes. when she brought up the incident with the bath tub, I ended the call. she called back, and texted me a couple of times, but I didnt text back. I didnt even leave it on read. I hate talking about all my cuts and depression stuff. it makes me even more depressed.. I texted her on Snapchat saying "Goodbye".
It was getting dark outside, and I had finished my apple and Hot Cheetos. I dont know if I should sneak out or just eat some more stuff in my cabinets. I thought about it for a few minutes, and I just went to my cabinet. I made a sandwich out of bread, hummus, cucumber, capsicum, and some other stuff. I sat on the table, eating, and reading this book called "Speak".
Hey guys!! im sorry its short!..happy thanksgiving, love yall🧡-Starmoon
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RandomThis is a sequel to "sick". so if you haven't read that, go on and read it.
