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My heart

My mind

My blade in hand

My lie's

My.. "Happyness"

My soul

My thought's

The run through my head

Running and running

My eyes shake

The word's people say

My tierdness

My trying to fix in

Being difrent

Being raped

Abused

Being... Blind to everything

Being depressed

Put on pills for no real reason

But HE keep's me from breaking

He keeps me from Killing myself

HE is nice.. His sweet words. Raspy voice. His hugs his warmth. HE is what keeps me alive. But he donesnt know the type of human I am I... I'm insane I'm a cd hearted moster that sould be locked away from people.. For the peoples sake and safety.. Little Did I know.. He's in my head he's not really there IM INSANE I'm going mad I feel...

Weak

Sad

Disappointed

Mad

Tho I can still hear him some time's he still is there so my schedule is

Sleep

Cut

Lecture

Some time's eat

Sleep

Cut

Lecture

Some time's eat

Sleep

Cut

Lecture

Some time's eat

Sleep

Cut

Lecture

Some time's eat

... He's grown futher and futher and soon he left

I'm alone

Scared


...

I need help please






No ones here I'm alone

In always alone haven't I been ? Haha Haha I a waste of space and killing myself is a faver




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