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Dear Diary,
I don't know what women like! I mean I have cousins though they are so like siblings. I just think I have the courtesy. You know? "Here's a Cup of Water,or a Spot of Tea." *Winks*I know that they need lots of privacy. They can be about as Strong as Men. Birth Children. That Type of thing. But I do not know any women Outside of my Family.
Every night,I dream of the Day. Of the day I will not be alone.I dream of the day when I know the girl of my dreams when I see her.
At this point. I will do whatever it takes to be with her, to give her the things that women like. That we will spend time together sharing each other's moments wasting each others time.Lying down in the grass, in the sand. Giving each other the things that lovers give one another.
In my dreams it has been so vivid. That I'm starting to see sides of myself, that I wouldn't have seen if it weren't for this diary.
It seems though when I write things down. I can see, what it is that I have been looking for. The words. All of these words are beginning to come clearer.How have I not have started this journal long ago?I don't think I would've ever figured out the way I feel if I hadn't. I'm such a quiet person it's impossible, to be so quiet that no one knows how you feel.
I guess trying not to be embarrassed ,has caused me so much pain that I've learned to work around it. Well not anymore, as long as I have my diary.It doesn't matter how my future turns out though ,I won't be disappointed,at least I can say that I wrote my heart out.
Well off to work.
Good -morning Dear,Diary.
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