❛ smoke and mirrors ❜

009.

i finally take off the handcuffs and her arms are marked with thick, red lines where the cuffs were.

she's sleeping and she will be for a while.

that's what the meds do. make her sleep.

she knows that, though. that's why she likes them. it took some acting, but she managed to get her doctor to prescribe it. it makes her tired and numb. it helps with the feelings after i have her.

i don't mean to hurt her. but since daniel came into her life, i've found it hard to control it.

it was so simple before. she loved me. she put me before everything.

and then he came and took all of her attention.

it's not fair.

but I'll make it equal.

then they'll both be sorry.