For no one| Yoonmin

14- Closer pt 1

I was surprised when he pointed to the spot next to him, it's not like this was the first time I've been close to him. I can remember a day I had been invited round and ended up falling asleep on his shoulder, but that definitely wasn't like today. The reason I was surprised was because of what Hoseok had told me a week or so after meeting Yoongi.

Flashback

Hoseok and I were sat in his room, playing on his Xbox when he suddenly paused the game and turned to face me. "Every thing okay seokie?" I could see him nervously swallow before continuing. "You've been getting close to Yoongi lately"  I looked at him confused  "yeah..."

"Well ....theirs something's you should know about him. He probably wouldn't want you knowing this but since your getting close fast I think you should. So don't tell him any of this". I nodded in agreement "okay so basically Yoongi has depression, really bad. Randomly he'll just feel really down and super lonely sometimes for weeks,so if he does... just look after him alright."

"Wow, okay. Just give me a moment to think" I lent my head on my palm and sat thinking for a moment, I would never have thought that. For the time I've none him he's been fine, as far as I've seen at least. I guess it just shows that you really don't no what's going on behind closed doors."Right so what do I do if... if he's feeling like that?"

"Stay with him for as long and often as you can, let him know he can talk to you and trust you but don't pressure him to much in to talking. When he's like that he goes pretty much mute until he warms up a bit, then agen sometimes it can take ages for him to say anything so just be gentle" I nodded again "okay I'll try my best.....can I ask some questions?"

"Sorry but anything else is for Yoongi to say. Oh and one more thing, don't get super close to him unless you're one hundred percent sure he is comfortable with you or if he invites you. Unfortunately you will probably see him like that a lot before he speaks to you or invites you over to him, took me nearly a year even though we were friends before I found out" I sadly looked towards the floor and watched as the fuzzy carpet peaked through my toes, I hated the idea of me not being able to be right next to him as comfort. So I'll just do my best to get him comfortable with me! I looked up at Hoseok and smiled "I'll just do my best for him to be comfortable with me then"

End of flashback

As requested I went round to the empty side of the bed and gently lifted up the cover and numerous amounts of fluffy blankets to shuffle in besides Yoongi. After a bit of moving about I got myself comfortable, only just realising that my leg was touching his. I was about to pull back as memories of what Hoseok said ran in the back of my mind like a leaky pipe, but I noticed that the once tense boy had calmed down a bit and I could feel the muscles in his leg a lot more relaxed than just a moment ago.

We stayed in silence for some time and I had gotten my phone out at sum point,making sure to glance back to Yoongi every now and then to check on him. Turning my head towards him again I noticed that he had fallen asleep, he was facing me with his hands curled upwards in to his chest and from what I could feel one of his legs had made its way just on top of mine. 'Cute' I smiled and turned my phone off, placing it on the set of draws next to me. I then laid my self down facing him, noticing that one of the blankets had started to fall off of his shoulder I re placed it and layed their looking at him.

I took the time to look over his cute sleeping face, though I would have much preferred to see it without the painful bruises that covered one side of it. After looking at his cheeks I was drawn to his little pouty lips, not in a perverse way although I could understand why some would think that. No it's just that for a while I've picked up on how sometimes when he talks he has a cute little pout, normally if he wants me to do something. I let out a small yawn walst bringing my hand up to cover my mouth, I then lay their with Yoongis breathing being the only sound I hear as I start to fall asleep.