Why it came to Be?

Manny

Woah..well lets say you were literally the death of me and I'm pretty sure everyone knew that..

I meant mentally..

We dated my freshman year your sophmore year ( what the actual fuck)

Anyways we broke up because you got jealous over jiu jitsu boys..but you know things happen for a reason.

Only we know certain things and they're going to be kept like that.

Then sophmore year came for me and you started dating my best friend at the time, yeah whatever you both asked if it was okay but you guys knew it would hurt me. That's how both friendships ended.

Here came spring break and you texted me on snap asking if I wanted to come to a tournament, I said I would see but in my heart I knew I was going to say no. See, things are so much easier to say through text than face to face.

We texted and you wanted to hang out I knew it was wrong but yet I still did it. We kissed. I had no idea what to do but I went with it maybe because I missed the feeling.

That night you were the one saying how much you missed me etc and like a dumbass I fell for it.

We stopped it a week later.

3 months passed by so now we're in September

I told you at club, that we we're strangers now, and then again we started texting each other.

So, like a week later after school, you broke up with her..and we had gotten together but nobody knew.

I really thought it was finally going to last then you told me something that came with lot's of responsibilities, she was pregnant. I don't know what was going through my mind but I still was staying with you, till your mom found out and we broke up.

Now, we just see each other in the hallways..and thats okay because not only did you teach me how to love more.

I know you were only a lesson not my forever. Some part of me will always love you. I know though to never go back to that. Thank you.