Until We Say Goodbye

280

November 9, 2019

280 days until we say goodbye...

So similar, yet so different from me.

Our connection is one of a kind. Knowing I'm never going to find anything close to it again scares me.

We're both are smart enough to know someone is going to get hurt in the long run.

We're both also smart enough to know that it's me.

I shed tears in front of you for the first time tonight.

You were happy to see me cry.

Not because you enjoyed my sadness, but you enjoy my vulnerability.

You enjoyed knowing that I trust you with my real emotions.

My reality.

That most never get to see.

Once these 280 days are over with, I made you promise to forget me.

Hoping that if you forgot everything about me, it would help us both heal the fastest way possible.

But we both know it won't.
Yet, you promised me anyway.

And I'm eternally grateful.