Nasir POV:
After a very long stay at the hospital i missed almost half of high school, the only thing I really remember is that night😳 but that's too embarrassing I don't wanna talk about it.
The doctor told me I've been in a coma for three
years i've lost a lot of blood an I'm still in recovery🤒but still I can't forget how he treated me, it was cold but I still had feelings for him. "Honey how are you doing are u feeling any better?" I looked over an saw my mom talking to me I ignored her cause when I needed her she wasn't there so I closed my eyes an went to sleep😴.
I was back in school an it felt great I get to see my old friends again it felt great "Nasir wtf where u been at!!" I turned around an it was airis it's been so long since i've seen her "NASIRRRRR" after I saw airis jhani jumped on me an gave me a big hug "you look so sick are u good?" Jhani asked with a questionable look "I've been dead inside and outside all three years😐." I replied but they stood there an looked at me but i feel so sad inside I don't know what to do it's like the gapping whole in my body is eating everything out an it hurts " hey man what's up." My whole body turned around so quick I thought it was ash- I can't even say his name in my head, he makes me want to kill my self "I heard that Asher hurt u so I messed him up pretty good😠." All I could do that a stare, I don't know who this person is he's really good looking tho my mind went blank as the bell rang an that woke me up from me blank space I ran to all my classes an I went home.
Later on that night I got a text [hey mans this is johan I was just checking up on you, when I talked to u today u just stared at me then ran away I thought I did something.] WAIT THATS JOHAN HE ARE U SERIOUS THATS NOT WHAT I REMEMBER OF HIM, I only remember him from elementary that's crazy. I replied back saying [ oh yea I'm good I was lost in thought but I'm fine an I go to sleep now] I was really worried that he might text back again an right after I told him he texted me [i think I love- AS SOON AS I SAW THAT I THREW MY PHONE AT THE WALL AN COVERD MY WHOLE SELF WITH MY COVERS. I heard my mom run up the stairs an burst open my door "ARE U OK!?!" I screamed an fell off my bed an saw the rest of johans text [-you I've always had a crush on you an I got really hurt when u an Asher was a thing it made me furious an I held back my anger but when I found out u we're back I got so happy to see your smile your beautiful personality I really wanna spend my life with you❤️] I wanted to die it's not like I don't like him I think he's cute ofc but I never wanted to get back ina relationship after that event so I don't know how to tell him off so I just turned off my phone told my mom "I love u" an went to sleep.
