Forever And Always

chapter 33

Rachel POV
The rest of the day was just a blur. Not knowing what to expect. As every minute went by I braced myself for what was going to happen next. If Aaron was going to take me away or ifi was safe and had my friends by my side. Luckily nothing happened all day. Maybe he was going to wait until I was at home and had nobody there to help me. Maybe he was going to take me when I was walking home. Hopefully none of that would happen. But I wouldn't know. I can't know what is in the future and prevent things happening. I have to go with what comes as the day goes by. If Aaron decides to take me I would have no idea until it happened, not being able to help myself for was what to come. Sometimes I wonder if the universe does care about me. I mean it let me get pregnant at 14, by means of that happening, I got raped. My ex ex-boyfriend is on the verge of kidnapping me and having me for myself and who knows what he is going to do to me. So you know it really worries me that the universe doesn't care and I have to do things on my own, which I don't really want, but I can't help that. I just have to see what comes, and of something good or bad comes out of it then so be it.
Finn: Rae are you okay
I snap out of my deep thought
Rachel: Yea I'm perfectly fine *Smiles at him*
Finn: Okay then
We keep walking until we get to Glee. This is really the only place to where I can let my feelings go and sing about them. I have the perfect song that describes how I feel. Hopefully it will make me feel better. Mr. Schue walks in and I just hope that this weeks assignment is something that goes with my song.
Mr. Schue: Ok guys *Claps his hands together* This weeks assignment is to sing about the way you are feeling rightnow, or the position you are in right now.
I raise my hand immediately
Mr. Schue: Rachel?
Rachel: I have a song already
Mr.Schue: Ok come on up *sits down*
I walk up in the middle of the room, and whisper the song to the band. As the music begins and I start to sing I know that every single word that escapes my mouth is true. Everyone is looking at me in total shock. Nobody knows what I'm going through except for Sam, Puck, Finn, and Santana. They don't know the pain I'm going through, they don't know how I feel until now. I finish http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zdoU3H... I'm in complete tears, everyone staring at me shocked, yet with a slight confusion on their faces. Finn then comes up to me and pulls me into a hug, knowing what's wrong. I cry onto chest and he walks me back to my seat, I lean into his side, hide my face in his shoulder and cry, not being able to stop.
Mr. Schue: Ok that was good Rachel, does any-
???: I would like back in the club
Santana: Oh HELL naw!! Get the hell out of here PUTA!!! BEFORE I GO ALL LIMA HEOGHTS ADJACENT ON YOUR SORRY ASS!!
Mr. Schue: Enough Santana!! Aaron welcome back
Aaron: *Smirks* Thanks Mr.Schue
As soon as I heard that voice I just lost it. I jumped into Finn's lap holding him as tight as I could. Crying even harder. I then hear Aaron sit where I was sitting and I jump and start shaking. End POV
Finn: Excuse us Mr. Schue, Santana watch Melody
Santana: *Nods and takes Melody to where she is sitting*
-In the hallway with Finchel-
Finn POV
I walk in the hall way with Rachel in my arms holding her close to me. I sit down on the floor with her in my lap trying my best to calm her down, but she just keeps crying. I guess this really hit her hard. I feel so sorry for her.
Finn: Rach calm down it's okay, it's only me, you're safe
She doesn't move but her crying does ease a bit, but she's still crying.
Finn: Baby please stop crying, I hate seeing you like this
She finally stops crying and looks at me confused
Rachel Since when did we get in the hallway
Finn: You were crying in class uncontrollably because Aaron was back and you wouldn't stop so I brought you out here to calm you down
Rachel: Oh *looks down*
Finn: Baby it's okay, it's fine
Rachel: Just promise me you won't leave me
Finn: I won't ever leave you