Femdeku: it's just business :assassin story (discontinued)

Ch:17

Deku's:POV
I wake up from my nap and check the time
2:12 a.m I try to go back to sleep but I'm to tired to sleep so I'm just going to go to the park maybe going there will clear my head I put on my dark leather jacket on with a pair of black short shorts a black face mask and a crop top and long black boots And just Incase I put my switch blade in my bra because why not.
I sneak out the window and down the building but half way out of campus I feel like I'm being followed I walk I little faster this not being the first time me being followed I walk I bit faster when I hear light foot steps about 15 feet away at this point I slightly panic I still head to the park so at least there I can either kill this person or lose them once I get to the park I stop walking and I hear the foot steps slowly come to a stop around 12 feet away.
"Why are you following me" I hear a low grunt from behind me "I don't have any money and if you are planning on rapping me just know I will put up one hell of a fight" I hear the person take a step back judging on there silent responses I can tell they did not expect this so this means I have them backed into a corner so now I have to be as threatening as possible and I know just how to do it.
"I'm just going ask this ones HOW THE HELL ARE AND WHY ARE YOU FOLLOWING ME!"
I hear the person sprint of I would usually follow them but I don't really feel like it but by what I could tell the person was a adult man after a will I head to my favorite spot and law down man this night was more then I bargained for. I can barely remember the last time life was just normal I remember when I was little bakogo or what I used to call him kachan used to carry me on his back when I got tired or when he would visit me when I got sick but soon as he found out I didn't have a stupid fucking quirk he started to hate me for no reason hell I loved him and he FUCKING HATED ME for what not having a stupid quirk for not being good enough I was bad enough my fucking dad left hell I don't even know is name then my best friend started hating me and I don't know why.....for the first time in years I started crying the pain I felt for all these years came flooding back to me like a water fall what is so wrong with me that every one I love fucking leave's me behind like I'm nothing why cant I have that one person in my life just one one person that cares one person that I can trust one person that can love me why can't I have just one.
After my mental breakdown I head back to my dorm building and ones I get there i clime up to my dorm and head to bed to tired to change and to tired to feel anything I felt
Nothing.