Escape from love

Chapter 4

I open the doors of the cafeteria and walk to the back of the school where all the people who smoke would go, I always thought I would never come here but I guessed I was wrong. I've been wrong so many times now.

As I go there I find a bench to sit down, I was surprised that no one was here. I pulled out a cigarette and turn it on and started to inhale it, I felt better, but I couldn't believe I nearly cried in front of people. I never did back in Canada, I was always cold, never showed my emotions to people who I didn't know or who I cared about. I was trained to not show my emotions.

I just sat there with the company of my cigarette until the bell went indicating us to come back to go to second period. I dropped my cigarette on the ground and stomped on it and picked it up and put it in the bin. I'm not that mad, do not litter.

As I walk back to my second period I noticed I was once again late for a class which this time it was English. As I approached the classroom door, I wiped any tears that happen to come down when I was trying to calm myself from crying.

Once again I open the door and looked up and noticed everyone was staring at me. I noticed all my friends were here even the boys. I turn my head around to the teacher and I was so annoyed with the face she was given me and then she spoke.

"Why are you late and being the new student," said the annoying teacher, why does this feel like it already happened....wait a minute... it already did.

"Ahhh dèjà Vu," I said exhausted.

"what! Never mind go sit down in an empty sit" said the teacher.

"With pleasure," i said with sarcasm. I go to the empty seat which is next Skylar.

"Hey are you ok," Skylar ask worried, she thought i was upset.

"Yeh, why?," I ask. Faking that was ok. actually I am ok, i am perfectly fine.

"You just seemed happy and excited this morning and now you look sad," Skylar responded.

"I'm not sad it's just this death hole is already killing me," I say turning my face to pay attention to the annoying teacher and showing to Skylar that this conversation was over.

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*skip a few periods, they have their last break of the day*

As the bell rang, we all stood up and packed our bag with our equipment and went straight to the cafeteria. When outside of the classroom the girls came up to me and asked me if I was ok and I said:

"Of course I am, I just tired of school and is only the first day back,"

Lucy then spoke saying: "Ok, we are just checking on you, because we care about you Allie, anyways let's just go eat".

Just nodding my head, still keeping quiet, i'm truly already tired of school but that's the real reason why. We walk to the cafeteria and sit down on the same bench, where were all sat earlier on. Like earlier on, i feel the bench fall because of someone more specially some people came to sit with us. I turn around and see the boys once again sitting with us.

"Great, what do you guys want now," I talked.

"why so rude, what did we do to you," Said Ethan.

"Well you and the others just by being here, annoys me, so go away," I said with a fake smile. As I finish saying my sentence I get kick on my foot, I noticed Abbie glaring at me and I did the same, we were just having a fall on glaring competition when I head a low voice.

"Stop fighting with each other, you can both share all of us," I knew that voice very well and it was Aaron.

"Oh shut up, you're so fucking annoying, do you ever think about anyone else except yourself," I say.

"Someone is mad,"

"Of course I am mad, your face just annoys me and then your fucking voice adds to the whole thing,"

"Will you guys stop, if people heard you they would think you guys are fighting like a married couple," Said Ethan.

"Oh you shut up too, all of you guys shut up and keep it like that,"

"Hey are you ok," whispered Lucy.

"Yeh i'm perfectly fine," I say loud enough so the whole table can hear me.

"Well yeh let's just stop fighting and talk like normal people," Said Henry.

"Fine," I rolled my eyes.

"So Allie tell us about you and your family," Said Jacob, oh shit.

"um, well It's just me and my brother,"

"What about your parents,?" Said Aaron. Shit, shit.

"Oh yeh and them, they just always going on trips and leaving my brother and I alone for months but I still love them though," I say remembering their faces when we returned from school.

"Oh ok then," Said Aaron calmly but something on his face told me he was specious

"So what's your parent's name maybe I know them," SaidLiam.

"Um, their..um names.....are, um they are" the bell rings saving me from crying and spilling everything.

"Oh, the bell, we better go and not be late to class again, already late twice very bad," I say running away from them and towards my last class of the day. The guys follow after me towards our last class.

After the very boring class of maths, we headed out towards the school parking to go home. When we arrive, i could see my baby, i should really name my bike.

"So what are you guys going to do after school," Said Henry, taking me out of my lovely thoughts.

"Oh nothing, what about you," Said Abbie smiling towards him like she is in love with him.

"What are you doing Allie," Said Taylor.

"Nothing why?,"

"Just wondering, we should all trade phone numbers," Said Taylor excited.

"Yeh that's a good idea," Said, Liam.

They all give their numbers to each other but i just stood there, staring at them the whole time without moving.

"So are you going to give us your number or do you want us to beg for it ," Said of course, the most annoying person to ever exist Aaron. How did I ever like him?

"Haha your so funny," I rolled my eyes.

"So are you?," Said, Liam.

"I guess," I say giving them my number and address.

After we all shared our numbers they all begun to have small talks except Aaron who was just starring me, he is just a perv. I got bored so I slowly walked back towards my bike without them noticing me but Aaron who was still starring at me.

As I hopped on and turned the engine on they all turn to face me.

"Where are you going," they all said in unison.

"I'm going home, I don't want to be here any minute longer so bye-bye,"

I put my helmet on and drive off leaving them just staring at me as a drove off into the sunset, more like into the cloudy sky.

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