My Love (Decepticon Scenarios) Vol. 2

Awakening

*Warning: Attempted suicide (not gory), depression, anger bursts and other touchy subjects. Read at your own risk.*

Megatron

"I am afraid I do not know where to go from here." Megatron's large servo rested over yours as his dull optics stubbornly stayed on your face. They seemed to be an even darker shade of red, almost as if a splash of ebony had eaten away at the scarlet.

You looked so peaceful where you laid on the large berth- optics shut gently and chest movement steady. Megatron almost wished he could crawl in beside you; he would pull you close to him to feel your warmth then drift off with you.

But there was no warmth, only a cold reality.

"I had spent so much time with you, living in this wonderful fantasy..." His darkened eyes met the scar on your chassis. "I had forgotten how to exist in the real world, and my troops are suffering because of it."

There was a knock on the door.

Megatron brought your servo to his derma, kissing the top, before sighing. "What have you done to me?"

He stood up, took up a powerful stance, and gave permission to the soldier beyond the door to enter.

Starscream

Why did he do it? Why did he go say goodbye?

The way you simply laid there in the Autobot med bay- completely unmoving despite your healed wounds...

No, the only unhealed wounds were his.

Ratchet had made it very clear that there was nothing else that they could do for you; that the machines were the only thing keeping you awake, and that their resources were depleting too much, too fast because of it.

He gave them permission to throw the switch.

Why did he do it? How could simply just... let you go?

"I should have offered some of my own resources. I-" The seeker growled in frustration, optics glistening over. "I don't have anything," he fell onto a stool. "Not any resources. No home. No person to share this torment with..."

His claws found his face as the first shaky exhale escaped him.

"Because I killed her."

Soundwave

"Hey Pops, did you see!?"

Soundwave stared on as the twins came running towards him; great joy emanating from them. As the door to your living quarters closed, the mech allowed the two to drag him to the living room area where he was met by all his other creations, each showing the signs of excitement.

If only he could feel again.

"Inquiry: What happened?"

"Ratbat learned how to use his sonar!" Frenzy shouted.

The mentioned baby bat flapped his wings and fluttered around his creator's helm in a little victory parade. *"I did! I did, I did! Do you want to see Papa?"*

He had to feel, or at least act to. For his family.

Soundwave took off his visor and smiled softly at the hyperactive little thing. "Show me what you can do, son."

Ratbat proudly built up some energy and, with quite a bit of effort, emitted a series of waves. As the soundwaves bounced about the room and back towards them, the others all gave their praise.

"Our little bro is growing up so fast."

'Yes,' Soundwave thought, 'but (Y/N) is not here to see it.'