My Almost...😔

My Story..

This is the story of how a two person from different world meet each other in one App.
One story that we can say isn't a happy ending one.
Two person just met but not fated for each other. A sad truth. An Impossible love.

This story isn't a fictionated one. It happens in real life. The Author itself experienced it.

So here it goes...

I remember it vividly, May 26, 2019. That was the first time that we chatted each other. With your simple "Hi. How are you?" and followed by "I found your soul, where will I return it?"

That moment, that funny and simple message of yours, I never expected that we could talk for a long time. Days, weeks, I thought that our conversation will going to end. But, I never thought that we will reach talking for almost 6 months now.

You never failed to make my day better. You never failed to make me happy even just in our simple conversation. You always put a smile on my lips. You always makes me laugh to the point of letting myself be comfortable with you and your presence.

Whenever I need someone to talked with, whenever I feel sad and alone, you are always there even if you are far from me and I felt that you are just on my side. You are always there for me - In my happy times and sad one. I remember you saying: "Now, you have Me." when I have no one to share my problems with. In those words, my heart melt by your touching message. With that, I never felt alone anymore.

You always support me in my craziness and all the bullshits that I have in mind. You are the only person, only a Man, that can completely understands me.

I appreciate all your efforts for starting the conversation between us. I appreciate all your jokes, all your advices, your story and even telling your plans in life.

I'm glad that you are open to tell everything to me. Even on the journey that you are taking right now. The journey that You deserves even before.

You are the only person that inspires me to reach the goals that I've forgotten a long time ago. You are the only person who encourage me to dream big and to keep reaching it. You pushed me to the things that I've never seen I can do it. You allow me to just be myself and you never took advantage on me. You always respect me as a woman and never do or ask anything that might hurt and offended me.

A Man like you is not that hard to Love. In fact, letting me know the real YOU makes me fall for you harder than I thought. I don't know how, when, and why but I just felt that whenever I talk with you, my heart feels so happy and it beats so fast. And whenever you are not around, I felt like my life feels so empty and incomplete. It's like, it already depended on you. It's like you are the one who are giving the oxygen in me.

I don't know what to do with this feeling anymore. Thinking about you in my life felt so impossible to have you. How I wished. How I wished to have you in my life, but those wishes, I know it was hard to grant. Thinking how our world will never collide, thinking how our time will never be the same. I already knew that we aren't fated for each other.

It so sad to think that way. But I need to accept what fate has given to us. We both don't deserve each other. We both know that there's someone who are fated to us. It is just so painful to think of you in the arms of a woman that's not me. 😔

Baby, maybe it's time that I need to let go of you. Maybe it's time that I need to set free on the things that's holding me back from moving forward. I maybe leaving you, but your memories will be forever stuck in my heart and mind. It's hard to do this but I need to. For me to be able to move forward in my life and fix what damage you brought to me for loving you so deeply.

Just always remember, I will always forever grateful that I met someone like you. Someone who never get tired of talking with me. Someone who completely understands me in any situations of my mind. Someone who loves me without a doubt.

This is not our time yet, maybe in the future our path will going to cross again in a different way. I just wish for your happiness. I just wish that whenever you are, please always be happy and take care of yourself like I always wanted for you. Take a break whenever you feel tired. Eat whenever you feel hungry. Sleep whenever you feel sleepy.

Keep this in mind: "Your happiness is my happiness too." Do that for me, Baby. Be Happy for me.

Letting you go doesn't mean of giving up on you. Letting you go means accepting the truth that we aren't meant for each other. Too impossible for us to be together.

This isn't a goodbye for us. Because I know, one day, we will going to see each other in the future. And by that time, maybe that will be our time to be together.

You are the person that I will not going to forget. Because You already occupied the space in my heart and mind.

Σε αγαπώ, Man. ❤️ I always will. 😘 Until our paths will going to cross again in the future. 🙏

Βλέπω σύντομα, αγάπη Μου.. My Adi. ❤️