Anime one shots

I didn't mean it!!!(UsUk angst)

Hola! Wow I can't stop craving angst! Anyway let's get started and warning it does mention suicide and depressing thoughts. I'm sorry I don't know why I like this.

Let's get started then.

Arthur's POV

It was a normal day at school. The birds chirping sweetly outside, letting everyone hear their song. The gentle scribbles heard throughout the classroom from all the note taking or work. The normal boring lectures where everyone either slept or secretly did their own thing. Another normal thing that was more dreaded though. Another argument with the jock and my secret crush Alfred. F. Jones.

"I get that the British treated the Americans like crap by increasing their taxes, but was the Boston tea party really needed?!" I screamed as Alfred seemed to glare at me. "It was to show the British that the heroic Americans don't accept being treated like that. They take away our freedom, we take away their tea!" Alfred argued. To be honest it does probably look like we argue a lot, but we really do get along. We just argue to 'put on a show' as people would say. We have actually been (best) friends for a while and really do care for *cough* *cough* love *cough* *cough* each other.

I was getting frustrated with this argument. Or rather I was getting frustrated about my feelings for the stupid American. I just want this argument to stop and for him to hold me tightly, telling me he loves me with every fiber of his body. I just really want my love to be returned. He kept rambling on about how bad the British treated the Americans and it doesn't look like the teacher gave a flying fuck honestly.

"Alfred.F.Jones! I swear if you don't shut up right now then I'll force a burger down your throat to make you even fatter than you are now, if that's even possible! I swear I hate you more than anything or anyone. You are the ugliest , most annoying person in this whole Goddamn Earth! I wish you would just kill yourself and get it over with!" I shouted as Alfred seemed to be taken aback by my outburst, even I was surprised. Matthew, Alfred's roommate, looks at us surprised then at Alfred concerned. I immediately regret that statement.

Lies, they aren't true now and will probably never be true either. In actuality he is the hottest and most perfect person in my eyes. I love him more than anything else on the planet.

I see the American sigh and look down not saying a word as he continued to do his work in silence. I wanted to object telling him he isn't that but the bell rang signaling that school was over. I didn't even get time to greet my secret crush as he ran out. I might've just been imagining it, but I saw tiny tears rolling down his cheek when he passed me. I wanted to scream at him to wait, but him and his roommate were already gone. I sigh as I write on my hand :"Remember to call Alfie'. Even though I might remember it, I still write it down for in case and out of habit.

I walk home (for the first time in forever since it was weekend) as I was almost immediately dragged out of the house by my two brothers saying that Scotty (We call him that since he's Scottish, though his actual name is Allistor) is making out with someone so we can't go in the house for the main reason of preserving our 'innocence'. Not that I minded, since we got take out and ate by my favorite park. I was just worried about Alfred, I want to make things right between us and maybe confess to him...? I don't think I'd be able to do that, but anyway.

We finally got back at around 5 in the afternoon as I immediately looked on my phone. I see I had like 10 missed calls from Matthew in the last hour. I look at it strangely. Weird Matthew never calls anyone except his brother asking where he was or his secret crush Gilbert to talk. But he has never called me this much. I see my phone ring again as I see the name. Maple teddy bear (A/N that doesn't make sense, but oh well, I just quickly thought of something)