All Back. (Completed)

Chapter 29

Chris's P.O.V

I Know I'm Wrong As Shit For Treating Her Like This All This Time. I Shouldn't Even Be This Mad At Her She Lost Our Baby Because Of Me And I Wanna Treat Her This Way? What Ever Is Coming Over Me Needs To Stop Ima Fix This.

'You Home Jas?' I Texted Jasmine

'You Finally Texting Me? Wow But No Im Out Minding My Business Why' She Texted Back And I Could Tell She Was Mad At Me About What I Said To Her When She Came 3 Days Ago.

'I Was Just Wondering' I Said Not Telling Her About What I Was Thinking.

'I Guess..." She Said

'I'm Sorry' I Replied To Her Two Word Message But She Never Replied Back.

Since She Never Replied Back I Got Up, Put On Some Clothes,

Pack My Bags, And Get Home Before Jas Makes It There. I Really Wanna Show Her How Sorry I Am For Treating Her Like I Did These Past Weeks.

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Before I Went Home I Stopped By Keeis’s Grave To Talk To Him For A Bit To Get My Mind Together. I Really Needed Somebody To Talk To And Right Now He Seemed Like The Only One Who’ll Actually Listen To Me. I Approached The Grave With A Card And Sat It Next To All His Other Stuff, I Then Sat Where His Grave Was And Rested My Arms With Folded Hands On My Knees Sitting Quietly For A Moment While Feeling The Hot Sun Beam Down Onto My Exposed Skin.

“Keeis Man…” I Said Then Paused

I Knew He Wasn’t Gonna Reply But I Continued To Still Talk Anyway And Tell Him About My Problems Because I Knew He Was At Least Looking Down At Me.

“I Know You In A Better Place My Dude But I Miss You A Lot, We Brothers For Life. I Know You Been Witnessing The Bullshit I’ve Been Doing For A While Now And Ti Tell You The Truth I Don’t Know What’s Been Going Through My Mind With A Whole Lot Of Drama. I’m Stressed Out You Know? Most People Don’t Experience Shit That I Do, Not That I’m Saying Others Don’t Go Through Things Too But Man I Really Need To Get My Self Together.” I Stopped Talking To Look Around At The Nature Around Me And I Clenched My Jaw Then Put My Head Down Shaking It As If I Was Disappointed In My Actions.

I Let My Thoughts Run In And Out Of My Mind As I Felt A Little Breeze Run Through The Sky. Past Events Kept Recurring In My Head Event After Event But The Main One That Haunted Me Was Jasmine Hating Me, Hitting Me, Screaming At Me, Packing My Things, Kicking Me Out The House, Losing The Baby, Crying. It Was All A Mess And I Was Causing Most Of The Problems In This Relationship, I Don’t Know What I’m Doing Anymore.

“Keeis Stay Tru I’ll Be Back To Visit Some Time Soon Don’t Worry My Nigga!” I Said While Chucking Up My Deuces And Walking Away.

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When I Got Home I Found That Jasmine Still Wasn’t There Because I Didn’t See Her Blue Rang Rover That Was Taken When She Went Out. Since I Had Time Before Jas Got Home I Decided To Settle In And Put My Belongings Back Where They Belong And Watch TV For A Little Bit.

“Hello?” I Said Answering The Unknown Caller.

“Hey Baby” Some Female’s Voice Said On The Other  Line.

“Who Is This” I Said Frowning Up In A Confused Way.

“Candice Duh, So You Saying You Don’t Recognize My Voice Babe?” She Said Trying To Sound Seductive.

“What The Fuck You Want Man, I Thought I Got Rid Of Your Irrelevant Ass.” I Said Getting Mad At The Fact That She Back With More Bullshit.

“I Just Called To Say Hey Boo, I Can’t Do That?” She Said.